Insecure

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A/n: Nagi is insecure :(
Tw?
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Nagi's pov:
Me and Reo were having a sleepover, but as always I couldn't sleep because of my breakdowns that I was having lately. I felt like I was going to have one again so I quickly went to the bathroom without waking my friend up. I started crying again. I look terrible. My face looks zombie-like. My dark circles are only getting bigger every day because I can't sleep. I hated my eyes, nose, ears, teeth and lips. I then looked at myself in the mirror again. My shoulders were ugly, my posture was bad.
"I hate this! I wish I looked different I can't take it anymore!" I screamed at myself.
But what I hated mostly was my stomach. I tried to cover it up with large clothes but deep down I hate how I look and nothing can change that.
I grabbed my hair tightly and sobbed. I'm pathetic aren't I? Nobody could ever love somebody as ugly as me.

Reo's pov:
It was the middle of the night when I woke up because of some noises. First I noticed that Nagi wasn't in the room anymore so I decided to check the other rooms. Then I heard the cries from the bathroom. I immediately recognized Nagi's voice and slowly started talking.
"Nagi...would you please open the door?"

Nagi's pov:
Reo was calling for me. I couldn't possibly let him see me like this. He's going to laugh at me...
I tried to calm myself down a little before getting up to open the door.
I was immediately greeted by Reo's warmth as he hugged me tightly. I tried to hold back my tears but I just couldn't. I broke down as I held Reo's shirt tightly. He brushed his hand through my hair and whispered sweet words into my ears to calm me down and eventually it worked.
"Reo, I'm sorry! I just...hate how I look. I can't stand myself and I just don't know what to do."
"Nagi, listen to me! You are the most beautiful person that I've ever laid my eyes on. Everything about you is perfect. I love your hazel eyes and the way they glimmer when you talk about something that you like. I love your smile, that can melt me away in seconds. I love your strong yet gentle hands. I love your shoulders and your elbows. I love your thighs and you knees. I love your stomach and your waist. I love your voice and your laugh. I wish you could see yourself the way that I see you. I love everything about you. I love you!" He said with a caring and sincere tone.

My heart skipped a beat as my eyes widened. What he said to me...I felt loved for the first time. He appreciates me for who I am.
"Reo...thank you! What you said just now, made me really happy. I love you too, much more that you could imagine!"
He smiled and held my waist before kissing me gently on the lips. I kissed back and let all of my emotions flow. I hugged him and deepened the kiss feeling true love for the first time.
Reo then pulled away and said "You're perfect, you hear me? You never have to feel like this again. I'll make sure that you remember just how special you are."
I was beyond happy and amazed at Reo's words. I then wiped my tears and smiled as we walked to our room. Now, we decided to sleep in the same bed, and Reo hugged me as I buried my face into his chest, feeling his warmth. I soon fell asleep, with a smile on my face, already feeling confident with myself.

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Have you guys seen Nagi's birthday art? It's so pretty I swear.☹️

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