Nagireo oneshots (english)

Scared

Tw?? reo will have a panic attack
Reo's pov:
I'm so nervous for the game tomorrow. The U20 match makes me really scared. I have to play with Nagi on my team. I fear that I can't even look at him right now. What he did back then when he chose Isagi hurt me. Even so, I can't be mad at him. I have to be brave and train for tomorrow. I can do it! If I believe in myself I can win!

But I am weak.

I felt that I was going to have a panic attack so I rushed to the bathroom. Tears started escaping from my eyes and I was shaking uncontrollably. I knew that I was pathetic.

"I don't stand a chance against the national team." I slammed my fist against the cold hard floor.
"Nagi couldn't possibly ever play with me again. I'm really weak after all." I let my fist slam the floor again.
I felt as if my world was crumbling apart. Why was I such an idiot...believing that I could really become the best player...
What hurt the most was this heart wrenching feeling. Loneliness. I missed Nagi. I missed being with him. I missed being his friend. I missed our dream.

I hugged myself and I cried harder. Soon I was feeling dizzy . I couldn't breathe anymore and my vision was getting blurry because of my tears. I'm scared. I'm so scared.

Nagi's pov:
As I was walking down the hallway I could hear a faint sound coming from the bathroom. I couldn't tell what it was so I got closer. I figured someone was crying but my heart shattered when I recognized Reo's voice.

I barged inside and found my friend curled up in the corner of the room, having a panic attack.
I quickly approached him and hugged him tightly. I could feel myself having the urge to cry but I tried to stay strong for Reo. He looked at me and then wrapped his arms around me while crying on my shoulder. I began slowly rubbing circles into his back with my fingers in hopes of calming him down.

After a while, he calmed down a little bit and was ready to talk to me.
"Nagi..I-I'm sorry..."
"There's nothing to be sorry about Reo, it's okay."
"I'm scared. I'm afraid that you will leave me behind. I don't want that." He sobbed.
"How could I ever leave you? Reo, I'm sorry for what I did back then when I chose Isagi. I was selfish. But I promise to never do that again." I said as I brought him closer to me.
He looked me in the eyes. I felt heartbroken when I saw his tears. I brought one of my hands to his face and wiped them away.

I then brought his face to mine as I kissed him softly on the lips. It was a quick but full of emotion kiss.
"Thank you, I love you, Nagi!" Reo said gently as he fully calmed down from his panic attack.
"I love you too!" I said as I cradled him in my arms. "I swear I will never let you go!"

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I don't know how to feel about this one.🤔