He is my imagination
He is perfect,
kind eyes that easy to misunderstand
Sweet smile that warms my heart
hair that shines under the sunlight
But what if he suddenly appear infront of me
What if he actually exist
What if he appear to me in the midst of the crowd where he look at me and i look at him
What will I do...
What will I do in that situation where my heart race and start beating crazy as well as my head
What if I'm actually imagining things
What if my head also made him up
my head can imagine a lot of things what if hes... hes
"Wait" I shout and try to touch him but hes gone...hes gone
"Hah!" I woke up...
and its just a dream a dream suddenly I started crying tears are pooling from my eyes hands are trembling and shoulders are shaking I just want it to stop I keep hitting my head and keep crying louder and louder I... I want it to stop it hurts it hurts so much just when im about to hit my head again someone grabbed my hand which makes me turn to a man standing beside me.
"Stop! what are you doing"
Its happening again hes infront of me again I look down and shake my head and angrily shout
" stop! Stop apearing infront of me just stop, Please..." nagmamaka awang sabi ko
"Stop I'm tired please" when I couldn't hear anything I slowly raise my head... hes gone again, hes gone tears are flowing from my eyes pilit kung itong piniligilan pero pilit rin itong kumakawala.
"Hes gone"
"Seriously what wrong with you?!" I turn to the other side and I see him, now his standing right infront of me.
"Thats what I also want to ask, whats wrong with me why do I keep imagining you."
He smirk and slowly bend his head to approach my face now hes only 1 inches away from me isang pagkakamali lang at mahahalikan niya ako.
"You want me gone?"
"Huh?" I come to my sense when he speak again pinunasan ko ang aking mga luhang kanina ay parang ulan kung tumulo, ikinunot ko ang aking noo at tiningnan siya ng mabuti.
"I might really end up at mental hospital at this state"
"Huh?" Lumayo ito at tumayo sa harap ko he flick his hand at my forehead.
"Ouch!" Sigaw ko at hinawakan ang noo ko sakit non ah.
"Wake up will you" inis na sabi nito at itinuon ang atensiyon sa pinto ng silid
Ginulo nito ang buhok habang humahakbang papunta sa pintuan "aish I cant believe I bring a crazy woman to my house"
What! a crazy woman. to my house what the heck is he saying but what scare me the most is him leaving me here so before he could even step toward the door i hold the heem of his t-shirt to stop him.
"Dont leave me again...please" mahinang saad ko at ibinaba ang ulo ko I doubt if he hear it.
"what!?"
I slowly lift my head to see him nakakunot itong nakatingin sa akin now I can see his whole face I scan his face now that I see him clearly, hes actually a little bit cold. I reach his face making him turn to me completely he bend down now our face are 1 inch away from each other again
"thats not how you look at me dummy" I insert my thumb to his mouth and stretch it making him smile habang nakakunot ang mga noo at nag tatagpo ang mga kilay
"this is how you look at me" I smile I could hold him now, nagulat ako ng tinabig niya ang dalawang kamay ko na nakahawak sa kaniyang bibig he stood up furiously and stare at me with a sharp and scary eyes.
"What do you think youre doing?"
"Huh? uhm I'm-I'm making you smile" utal utal na sagot ko sa kaniya at ngumiti ng malapad.
"And why are you like this huh!" Inis na sigaw ko ng mapagtantong parang may upper hand na siya c'mon I'm the one who's imagining him how dare him act up like this.
"Stop acting like you have the upper hand I'm the one controlling and imagining you!" Sigaw ko na nagpa kunot sa kaniya.
"What! Look like you dont know but no one can control me, looks like you will really end up in mental at this state." He angrily turn back at me making me stood up furiosly.
"Hey!" Now I'm very tall because I'm standing in his bed, I mean my bed even though the bedsheet is color black I know that im just imagining it.
He look up to me and hold my hand making me step down from the bed he angrily held my wrist and pull me to get out from my room or his room, I don't know, I rome my eyes when he successfully get me out from that room my mouth form "O" nang palibutin ko ang mga mata ko he has a a very nice house wait is this a condo wow the interior is soo gorgeous brown and vintage ito para kang nasa isang lumang mansiyon it so well clean he also has a lot of painting in the wall ang kitchen niya ay nasa dulo theres also a small room a meter away from the kitchen.
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RomansaHe is my imagination, My dream to be exact. He's perfect, kind eyes, hair that shines under the sunlight, kind and gorgeously handsome and I am here in my my bedroom dreaming of him and waking up with out him. 3 years of my life and he become a cycl...
