Finding Our Way Back (Tinn and Gun)

Would you come over?

"Yeah he is sleeping now. Yeah he is at my place. Okay call you later." Por says as he hangs up the phone. "Who is that?" Tiw asks as he sits next to Por on the couch handing him a cup of tea. "Thanks love." Por says as he takes the cup of tea from Tiw. "That was Win and Sound. They were checking up on Gun, they are worried." He says as he takes a sip of tea. Tiw sighs, "Yeah we are all worried about him." He says. "Well not everyone." Por says in a sarcastic tone.

Tiw looks at him and asks "what do you mean by that love?" Por scoffs putting the cup of tea down the coffee table and says "Your friend." Tiw looks at him and says "aw love you know Tinn is worried about Gun as much as we are." Por stands up and moves towards the kitchen. "It didn't look like that when he made him cry." Tiw follows Por, "Love how can you say that? You don't know what happened to those two." He says. Por looks at him slightly frustrated and says "Then tell me since you seem to know what happened Tiw."

Tiw moves closer to Por and gives him a back hug. "Love calm down okay." Por shrugs him off and says "No Tiw, if you feel Tinn is not the reason behind Gun's meltdown tell me what is the reason?". Tiw grabs him and gives him a back hug again resting his chin on Por's shoulder and says "I am not saying he is not to blame, I am just saying he is not entirely to blame." Por sighs "If you are talking about Gun moving to Korea then you know my feelings on this matter." Tiw pulls Por closer and says "I know love, Gun told Tinn about the passing of his mother." Por sighs heavily. "You know Gun needed him the most then. He tried to reach out to him but Tinn ignored him." Tiw sighs and says "I know love but he didn't know." The door bell rang.
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Tiw goes to open the door and there stood Tinn. "Hey Tiw can I come in, I just need someone to talk to." Tinn says. Tiw moves out of the way and says "yeah come in man." Tinn enters and is met with Por staring at him with his arms folded. If only looks can kill, Tinn thought. "Hello Por." He says meekly. Por nods and says "I am going to check up on Gun, please make yourself at home." He then went upstairs to the guest room.

"Gun is here?" Tinn asks. Tiw nods and says, "Por didn't want him to be alone." Tinn sits on the couch and lets out a heavy sigh. Tiw hands him a can of beer sitting next to him. "I feel like your husband hates me." Tinn says. Tiw laughs and shakes his head, "He doesn't hate you, he is just protective over Gun. You understand right?" He tells Tinn. Tinn nods, Tiw looks at him and says "He has been upset with you because shortly after Gun's mom passed he tried to reach out to you but ignored him." Tinn turns to him and says "How would I have know Tiw." burrying his face in his hands.

Tiw pats Tinn on the shoulder as to comfort him. "I had just started dating Meen, I just wanted to move on from him you know?" He says. "I didn't know that Mae's cancer had resurfaced. I didn't know." He lets out a heavy sigh. "I know man, but you know how hot tempered Por is?" Tiw says comforting Tinn. "Did you know?" Tinn asked. "Yeah man, I was the one who drove to the airport when he went to Korea." Tinn punches Tiw on the shoulder and says "why didn't you tell me man" Tiw rubs his shoulder, and he replies to Tinn "I tried to but you told me you didn't want to talk about Gun and I respected your decision."

Tinn sighs and takes a huge sip of beer. "Why didn't you try harder man." He says looking at Tiw with regretful eyes. "I am sorry man." Tiw replies. They turn their attention towards the stairs as Por and Gun walks down the stairs.

Tinn immediately stands up turning his attention to Gun. "Let's go get something to eat love." Por says looking at Tiw, he then turned towards Gun and said "Are you sure you will be okay?" Gun smiles and nods. Tiw pats Tinn on the shoulder before heading out with Por.

"Gun..." Tinn says softly. Gun looks at him, eyes all red and puffy. "Tinn" he responds. "I am sorry I didn't know." Gun nods and moves to sit on the couch. Tinn moves to sit next to him and holds his hand "If I knew I would have come over." Gun looks at him and smiles, "it's okay Tinn. It's not the end of the world." Tinn takes a deep breath in and slowly exhales. "I know you know that we were not meant for each other and it's fine." He says. "I have learned to how to think about you without it ripping my heart out." He says looking down.

Tinn looks at Gun held his chin and tilted his head so that Gun can face him and he said "Gun you know I would have come over right?" Gun looks at him eyes glistening with tears. "I would have come over and I would have held you tight." Gun quiet, still looking at him with tears swelling up in his eyes said "it's okay Tinn. It's not the end of the world." Tinn shaked his head and said "I shouldn't have let you go and allowed communication between us die out." Gun looked away as tears streamed down his face.

Tinn softly grabs Gun's cheeks and gently tilts his head to face him. He gently wipes his tears with his thumbs. "I shouldn't have let you go, if it wasn't for me there wouldn't have been a reason for us to say goodbye." Tinn said. Gun puts his hand on top of Tinn's hand that was cupping his face. They stared at each other. "I am sorry Gun. I am so sorry." Gun smiled and nodded. "I am also sorry. I will learn to let you go. My feelings for you will eventually die out. I want you to be happy." He said while tears streaming down his face.

"Gun..." Tinn said. "It's okay Tinn, don't feel bad na'. I understand okay. I didn't expect you to wait." Gun said. "I love you." Tinn blurted out. "I have never stopped loving you, I tried to, but I couldn't. I couldn't Gun." Gun with eyes widened in shock, "Tinn what are you saying?" He asks. "I love you Gun, I have always loved you." Tinn says with a smile forming on his face. "But... but." Gun said removing Tinn's hands from his face before facing away. "I know Gun, I know Gun" Tinn says holding Gun's hands.

"So what do we do?" Gun asks still looking down. "I don't know." Tinn replied cupping Gun's cheeks again tilting his head to face him again. "I promise however we will figure out if you let me." Tinn said. Gun with his eyes glistening with tears asked "What do you mean? What are you saying Tinn?" Tinn replied "I am asking you to open your heart for me again. I am asking you to come back to me, be my chinchilla baby again." There was a moment of silence while they were looking at each other.

"I don't want to go through the pain of losing you again Tinn." Gun said. "I won't let you go through that again. I promise, because this time I am not letting you go." Tinn replied. "You know about my career, what if I have to move again?" Gun asked. "I will follow you to the end of the earth if necessary." Tinn replied as he smiled, this time with tears swelling up on his eyes too. Gun smiles and Tinn pulls Gun's face closer to his as he leans over as to make their foreheads touch. They both smile as tears were streaming down their faces.

They looked at each other, then Tinn placed his lips on Gun's soft warm lips. He pulled him closer by the waist and Gun wrapped his arms around Tinn's neck responding to the kiss. They kissed passionately, devouring each others' lips like they were starving for them heavily panting as they catch their breath before continuing to kiss each other.

"Gun I got you a ceaser salad but I got pasta too if that's not enough." Por said as he walked in the house before standing there shocked at the sight of Tinn and Gun kissing. "What's happening?" Tiw said before also being stunned by his two friends action. "Uhm.." Tinn said as he scratched the back of his head and Gun looked away hiding his flushed face.
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Thank you everyone for reading this chapter. I will try to update as soon as I can. Your feedback is greatly appreciated. You can also check my other ongoing GemFourth fan fic "my stupid heart" while waiting for the next chapter. Rak na jub jub 🌞🌻 Also today's chapter was inspired by the song "If the world was ending by JP Saxe ft Julia Micheals."