Finding Our Way Back (Tinn and Gun)

Conception

TINN'S POV

It's been a week already and Gun is coming home today. I wanted to pick him at the airport but he insisted that his manager will drive him to my house because he wanted to avoid paparazzi.  The struggles of having a celebrity lover. I thought to myself.  I hear someone knocking, I compose myself and say "Yeah come in." Meen enters my consultation room.

I immediately stand up and look at her. "Uhm Dr Meen, how can I help you?" She looks at me and smiles weakly. "Can you drop the formalities with me Tinn?" She says as she takes a sit on the small couch in my consultation room. "Uhm what is it Meen?" I say still standing leaning on the table. She looks at me and sighs. "I was thinking about what you said." She says, I keep quiet looking at her. "I cried, thinking to myself what could have possibly gone wrong." She says weakly. "Meen please, let's not do this" I finally break my silence.

"Who is it?" Meen asks as she stands up folding her arms. I keep quiet breaking eye contact looking everywhere else but her direction. "Don't I at least deserve that Tinn?" She says walking towards me. "Please don't make this hard for me." I respond to her. "Am I making this hard for you? Does that mean you still love me?" She asks as she holds my right hand. I look at her and sigh "Meen of course I love you, but I am not in love with you." She looks at me and laughs "Don't give me that bullshit speech." She says as she lets go of my hand.

I keep quiet, honestly not knowing what to say. "Is it someone I know?" Meen asks. She is so persistent, I don't blame her though, I hurt her so her behavior is understandable. "Meen who it is doesn't matter." I say to her. "We wouldn't have been happy together." I add. "How do you know that I wouldn't have been happy Tinn? After almost a year you drop this on me without any explanations. We were doing good." She says. "Meen I explained it to you that I am in love with someone else. Someone I don't want to lose again." I say as I look at her. I could see tears swelling up in her eyes. I wanted to hug her out of instict as to comfort her but I don't want to cause misunderstandings.

She sits down on the couch looking down trying to stop herself from crying. "Please Tinn" she says softly. I keep quiet looking at her with a heavy heart. "Please put me out of my misery." She says still looking down. "I can't Meen." I say softly. "Why can't you?" She says with tears now streaming down her face. "I need to protect this person. Even if it means hurting someone else I care about." She keeps quiet and then says, "You need to protect this person? What do you think I will do to them?"

I keep quiet and sigh as I sit down on my chair. She looks at me and stands up "what do you think I will do to them?" I avoid eye contact with her and keep quiet. She laughs and then sits down. We sat there in silence for what felt like an eternity.  Then I see her face light up with some sort of revelation. "It's Gun isn't it?" My eyes widened as I looked at her yet kept quiet still. "It makes sense now, it all makes sense." She says as she laughs bitterly.

"What makes sense Meen?" I say as I indulge her in this theory of hers even though she was right. "How you guys looked at each other, the tension between you two. How Por acted towards me. The awkward encounter at brunch last time."  She says as she laughs, "The way you avoided me after that whole bathroom incident." She added. "Meen please stop." I say to her. "It is him. Wow!" She says as she runs her hands through her hair.

"What will you do if I say it is him?" I ask her curiously. She looks at me and asks "Do you love him?". I keep quiet. She sighs looking at me. "Tinn pleas-" I cut her off as I say "I love him! I love him very much. I love him more than anything and anyone." She stands up wiping her tears off and fixing her clothes. "I hope you will be happy with your decision Tinn." She says as she walks out of my office.
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GUN'S POV

"This isn't your apartment. Did you move and not tell me?" My manager asks. "No I didn't move phi. I am here to see someone." I say not looking at her in the eyes. "Who?" My manager inquires, "Just someone." I reply. "Someone?" She said staring at me. "Phi can you stop with all the questions I am tired." I reply. "Gun?" She says sternly. "It's my boyfriend's house." I say, and I am immediately shocked by the word boyfriend coming out of my mouth. My manager looks at me intently. "Who? I thought you were still hung up on Tinn" I choke on my spit when I hear her say that. She looks at me with her eyebrows furrowed in confusion at first then a sight of revelation crosses her face and she says "Gun don't tell me that-". "I have to go phi."  I say as I ran out of the car.
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I unlock the door and realize the lights were on, I put my luggage down by the door and remove my shoes. "Tinn! Are you home?" I yell. No one answers, I walk upstairs and I see a room with the door slightly open with light peaking out. I enter the room and find Tinn with just a towel wrapped around his waist and the other one on his neck as he dries his hair. "Hello handsome." I say with a smirk on my face as I am leaning on the door frame.

"Gun!" He says excited. He stands up and walks towards me and pulls me in for a hug. "Ah Tinn you're still wet." I say as I try to squim myself out of his embrace. He hugs me tighter and says "I missed you so much my chinchilla baby." I let out a small laughter when I hear him call me chinchilla baby and wrap my arms around his waist "Okay let's dry your hair. Or you will get sick" I say. He refuses to let me go and says "I am a doctor so it's fine." I laugh and say "Doctors can get sick, come let's go by the bed I will dry your hair Dr Tinn."

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He picks me up, I instinctively wrap my legs around his waist. "What is this?" I say laughing. "Moving to the bed as you asked" He says as he sits down on the bed with me on top of his lap. "You can dry my hair now." He says with a smile on his face. I shake my head smiling and take the towel around his neck and start drying his hair. He puts his hands around my waist. "Ahh all dry now." I say as I wrap my arms around his neck and gave him a kiss. I tried to stand up, he grabbed me by the waist and looked at me in the eyes. "I love you." He says.

I gave him another kiss, and he moved his hands down my waist and grabbed my ass. He leaned in and gave me a kiss. We kissed and nibbled on each other's lips, his tongue slid in my mouth and he moved it around and twirled it in my mouth, we kissed and then he moved his lips from mine catching his breath and I whispered to him "My body is yours." He licked my neck and he said"I want you.", I smiled while panting and said "have me then." He squeezed my ass as he kissed my neck then sucked on it, biting me making me moan both in pain and pleasure. He pulled me in closer and licked my lips as he entered his tongue in my mouth again.

I could feel his member poking me through the towel. I grinded on him and he picked me up and put me down on the bed. I looked up at him as he towered over me with eyes full of lust and desire. He took off my shirt, he licked my chest, his tongue trailed from my chest towards my abs, biting and sucking on my skin in between the licks and I moaned in ecstasy. He pulled down my sweatpants simultaneously with my underwear, exposing my now erect member. He then licked the tip in a circular motion. "Ti... Tinn." I moaned as I grabbed the sheets of the bed.

Wow that was embarrassing 😳  for me to write. Thank you for reading this chapter. I will try to update as soon as I can. Feedback is always welcome. Rak na jub jub 🌞🌻