For a big family, we come with a punch, there's a lot of us and we don't all get on. Especially when some people do things that are not needed. Lies that bind.
Weeks went past and my husband was too busy again for me, so Because of this I was getting tired of not being appreciated, so I knew where I could find some love. I would tell him I'm going to call on Cole, he didn't give it a second thought. Which I liked. I should have known what I was doing was wrong, but I was thinking and dealing with Rory not speaking to me, on long nights. Sometimes It would feel like I didn't know him anymore. I loved my son but I had to do this.
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I was up in his cottage, At the pool with his father playing chess. I was in the lead, I could see the good looks from his father that must have rubbed off on Cole. I was at a point where I didn't think about what I was doing. I smirked and Colllin was seeming to be enjoying his time with me. "You're good at this." I nodded "I've had practice from my father." Coles's mother was out with her mother-in-law. He looked to the side of the pool, Cole was in his shed making something.
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Collin stares at me, "Can I say something?" I was curious." Yes." I say waiting for him to start talking, "You and my son, are different. What I mean is your sister and he was trouble like me and your mother. But you and he are different. I could see it working with you." "Thank you, but you do know I'm still married, just having problems with the relationship. He hardly spends time with me and our son, he keeps pushing me to Cole because he would end an argument by telling me to call him up." His lips make a face "You know what he calls you?" "His beauty," I reply. "And he is your beast, I've been told." "Yeah that he is."
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Cole came out of the shed and joined me upstairs.
"I heard you and my dad talking." "Yeah, He thinks we suit more than you and Pheobs did." He had hand movements and then said, "I could agree with my dad, I feel happier with you than I did her." I laughed "Don't lie to me, my sister told me you proposed to her." He rolls his eyes "That was then, this is now." I rolled my eyes this time. "You don't mind that I'm a married woman?" "of course I mind, I don't like it. But just picturing us being married makes me forget the guilt I feel." "What makes me forget is my husband forced this, he was the one who was always too busy for me."
"You know what would happen if the crown found out? I would be forced to stay with Rory. I was married in the Church of England, they take this stuff seriously."
