Kenya in the mm
Chasity:
Faster Chasity. I thought as I ran around the track
Keep going I pushed my limits until I felt my calves burn from running and stopping out of breath
Grabbing my water bottle I drank some and sat on a near by bleachers as I stared off into space thinking how far I came.
Yesterday was the first time that I actually expressed what I was going through. I went through a dark depression where I barely ate, went to class and talked to anyone. It was a time where I didn't want to be alive and that's when I felt the need to get in contact with my parents they took me and my siblings mental health serious especially with us all having a history of it.
Josh was my best friend before I could remember. Putting our feelings on the line destroyed a friendship that I wasn't ready to end. I put my feelings on the line and now I was facing the consequences of it. I asked him one thing and it was to not hurt me and he did exactly that. I do wonder sometimes if I would've been a good mother and where would I be if I did have the baby.
"Second time this week I'm going for a streak this time." Ezra smiled coming up to me knocking me out of my thoughts
"If I didn't know better I'll say you was stalking me." I made a face at him "I would hug you but I'm sweaty." I said making him hug me anyway "Ezra ewwww let gooo." I said making him laugh at me
"What you doing out so early?"
"You must forgot who you talking." I cocked my head to the side with a smile
"My bad playa don't shoot." He held his hands up as if he was surrendering "I did want to check on you though about yesterday before I could you bounced."
"I'm okay, it's hard going to school with your ex when y'all both damn near have the same circle of friends and classes but Ima be good." I said trying to give a confident smile
"It's aight to be not okay I see right through the smile Chas." He told me "I'll let you come around when you ready though just know you always got a listening ear, I'll see you around I gotta meet up with my people." With that being said he kissed my cheek and walked the opposite way
Slumping down into a seat on the bleachers I got a call
"Good morning Ayden." I grabbed my towel wiping my forehead
"Where you at?" He said making me look around because knowing him he would pop up
"Why rude ass." I grabbed my stuff before heading back to my dorm "Because knowing you you'll pop and and if I know daddy the way I think I do I know he called you and told you everything already but I'm going back to my room and about to shower." I said and he got silent making look down at my phone to see if he hung up "Ayden?"
"Why you didn't tell me you and Josh broke up?" He asked
Sighing before talking "I just wanted to deal with it on my own." Which was partially true I didn't like feeling like a burden to anyone of that nature
"We're family Dream." He said using my middle name which he rarely did unless he was worried
"Ayden listen to me I'm okay, I promise." I tried to reason with him so he didn't ask much questions I wasn't ready to tell my family just yet
"Aight ion believe your good lying ass but Ma and Dad there love ya, bye" He said before hanging up
"Asshole." I laughed opening my door seeing my parents in my room letting my know Kenya let them in before leaving
