▸ 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞 ❞
❛ 𝑤hat would 𝘆𝗼𝘂 do
if you came across a
𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗹𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 a letter
that 𝘄𝗮𝘀𝗻'𝘁 for 𝘆𝗼𝘂? ❜
▸ 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝
𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 �...
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"like a ghost"
FOR THE whole week, every time I saw Olivia and Kian, I would turn my head the other way and walk off.
I would come to school early and leave school later just to avoid him. I couldn't stand seeing them together.
Don't get me wrong, I'm fine with them talking but when I saw her getting close and touching him I just can't take it anymore.
My head cracks and sinks to the bottom of the Earth. I feel like punching her and but I can't, I don't want to waste my time in detention for a person like her.
Not to mention, whenever we're alone, she always has to tell me over and over again that 'Kian is hers'
I'm so tired with all this. I wanna punch her. I wanna take out all my frustrations on her. Tell me why it hurts so much to see them together?
How can I reverse all this? How can I delete my feelings? Can I just disappear so I don't have to see this? Why....
When she's putting her hands on his shoulder,
When he laughs to all her jokes,
When she hugs him,
When their laughing together,
And I have no idea if their laughing, about me, or about something else
When she touches his cheeks
When she lies against him
Are all the things I wanted to do.
But I can't.
Because I lost my opportunity.
I lost it.
And now, I can probably never get it back
Might as well turn my back, and walk away. Pretending like this all never happened. Well, goodbye.
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WHOOP! Not the best chapter i feel like my writings getting worse but that's probably cuz i've been writing these chapters whenever i'm feeling like shit so i'm not thinking straight but whoo regardless, hope y'all like it!!!!!
