Chained Hearts☘︎

Betrayal

11:30 AM

Jin slowly groaned against the soft, fluffy mattress. He used to hear his grandpa singing while making breakfast early in the morning, the sound of utensils from the kitchen, sound of water dripping from his bathroom tap but today he felt something odd.. emptiness around him.

~Is everyone dead or what!?

He thought opening his eyes to see a large, beautiful ceiling, not so familiar room. He remembered he wasn't in his home, eyes immediately scanned his surroundings looking for a latter.

~NamJoon?

His hand roamed on his bare chest. He gulped peeking inside the duvet, sighed only when he realised nothing happened once his eyes fell on his Calvin Klein underwear but his robe was slightly pushed down below to his torso.

He got up and went to take a shower having no thoughts about the latter. He closed his eyes when the hot water hits his body, his mind wondered around the room collecting the panels from the last night. It felt nice. A little giggle escaped from his plump lips causing his mind stir up the feeling about the latter.

~I slept well.
-he stated while cleaning himself.

After a good minutes of showering, he dried himself, sliding another pair of robe over his slender body..he looked for his unwashed clothes in the laundry bag to wash them but there were none. He came out of the bathroom and saw his clothes being washed and hanging at the balcony to dry. He smiled

He washed my clothes! I thought he's a jerk!

But they still haven't dried properly yet. It's almost noon, I should have been at the hospital by now. Shit!
What am I supposed to wear now?
I shouldn't have listen to him. How can I go to the hospital just wearing a robe? I don't want to admit to mental hospital for roaming half naked in the streets, at least not so soon.

I can't wait till they completely dry either!
Should I borrow his clothes for a day?
It's disgusting to wear someone else clothes but do I have a choice?
Ugh! where's this bastard?

But soon he got busy drying his hair, ruffling them and looking at himself in the huge mirror.. forgetting about Namjoon.
A sudden thought made him still in his spot.
He threw the hair dryer on the mattress and hurriedly grabbing his phone to call Namjoon.

Did he really leave China?? I thought he was joking.
No way!!

He couldn't reach him. He tried calling him again and again but he couldn't reach Namjoon.
He tossed his phone on the bed and sat on the edge subsiding his anger. He decided to call the reception only to get a response

-"Yes sir, he checkout 5 hours ago."

He left..

His throat got dry and he moved to a dining table to get himself a glass of water and for his surprise, he saw a bunch of flowers and some pairs of shopping bags which looked quite expensive.

He slowly picked up the flowers and sniffed. It's the aroma he likes to death. He smiled gently, let his fingers slowly caresses the softness. Soon he found a paper on the table, it didn't take much time for him to know that it's a letter.
He placed the flowers back on the table picking up the letter. He sat on the chair to settle himself and started reading.

~🌼~

Jin.. I'm leaving.
I'm sorry I couldn't say goodbye to you. You were sleeping peacefully and I..I just couldn't bring myself to disturb your sleep.

I transferred ransom money to you and purchased some clothes too. I bought whatever I thought look good on you. I hope you wear them even if they are not upto your taste. I booked that room for you so rest well, eat anything you want without worrying about the price. I already paid enough for today.
Please accept those souvenirs as my apology.

Jin.. Can I call you baby?
You might feel awkward reading this but it's what I want to address you.

Idk, It seemed really hard for me to say these words in person so I'm writing this letter.

It's just been a week since we know each other, you barely know anything about me but you made me feel happy without even doing anything special.
You know what, I'm afraid..
I might get addicted to you if I see those sparkling eyes of yours again. I really can't let go of you if I did. I can't bear the outcome of it so I decided not to visit Beijing anymore.
I don't want to cross paths with you again but.. you're still precious to me. Trust me, you are!

Baby ..
never ever try to contact me.
forget that we knows each other, forget that you met an asshole like me,
forget we slept together.
forget about me.

By the time you are reading this letter, I probably would have landed in Korea, far away for you to reach out to me.
Thank you so much for the night.

I know it's not my place to say this but please don't let anyone else to touch you the way you led me. I can't stand it. I know I'm being selfish here, don't fall in love with anyone else.

Baby I going to miss you..

I'm sorry for being a jerk to you

Goodbye.

~Kim Namjoon

~🌼~

Tears rolled down on his cheeks. He crumbled the letter and threw it away angrily. he was hurt.
Nothing happened between them but the time they shared together seemed precious to Jin. He accepted the latter a way more faster than he thought. Namjoon gave some hope to his untouched heart which longed for an affection, care.. god knows how long. He was happy but not now.. everything fell apart right before he wanted to open his heart for him. Namjoon crushed his little happiness that wanted nothing but a love.

~Betrayal.

Bastard.. you're really an asshole!!

He managed to say those words while his tears poured nonstop from those fluffy eyes. He picked up his phone scrolling through contacts for NamJoon's number. He didn't hesitate to moved his fingers on the delete option.

~Everything ends here..

Staying in that room seemed hard for him after what happened. He felt like choking. He wore the same half dried clothes which were hanged in the balcony.
Seeing those shopping bags made his blood boil in anger.
He remembered NamJoon's request not to reject his savouries,.

~What's the use of keeping his lifeless freebies when I really needed him the most and nothing else?

~I never wanted anything from you and I will never going to ask for anything.

~You're just an another nightmare.

He couldn't left the flowers behind so he picked them up.

~I'm keeping these flowers.. they will be a reminder to me not to forget that I slept with a selfish bastard like you.

Well..
~You are not the only one being selfish here..