After me and the girls were done having our girls day, we went back to our hotel. When we got back the boys were outside smoking. We all got out the car and walked up to them with some bags from shopping.
"Hey y'all how was y'all little girls day?" Mamir said with a smile
"Hey Mir, we had had fun, how was y'all's day?" Robi said with a smile
"It was good" he said looking at Robi with a smile
I smile at them, they look so cute together. I walked right past Centauri in went to our room and took out jewelry that I bought. I heard the boor open then it slammed.
I turned around and Centauri looked at me with a mad expression.
"Why did you slam the door like that!?" I said
"Come on let's go for a ride real quick, we gotta talk"He said
"Ok let's go"I said
We walked out the room, and even though he was mad at me he still open the door for me. We were driving around the city in silence.
"...... I think we should take a break from our friendship...." He said
I looked at him confused for second, then I spoke.
"Cen hope this is not about what happened the other night..."I said looking at him
He drove into an empty parking lot and parked the car so we can actually have this conversation.
"It's not all about that, it has more to it" he said
"Ok so tell me what's the problem?" I said
He took a deep breath.
"Naja I've had a crush on since the tenth grade but I always had a feeling that you didn't feel the same way bout me" He said
"So I let the crush go when you left" he said looking at me
"Cen..." I said as a tear ran down my face
"Let me finish ma" He said
"You be given me mixed signals about our friendship and you already know what I've through and I'm not trynna get hurt again"He said
"Cen I wouldn't do that to you and you know that but I'm scared of getting hurt as well that's why I wanted to keep this professional" I said
"See that's what I mean, you like to say one thing but yo body do other, you gotta make up yo mind mama, but until then we need a break." He said starting the car back up
The ride back to the hotel was was quiet all you can hear was my sniffing. We got back and I was the first one to get out of the car and I stormed in our room and slammed the door.
I hear the door open, it was Robi.
"Naja, baby what's the matter?" She said helping me sit up
I cry harder and she gives me a hug.
"..... Robi, me and Centauri not bestfriends anymore!!" I said cry lougly
"Ohhh bestie it's gonna be ok, tell me what happened" She said
"Me and Centauri were going for drive to talk about what happened the other night and he started off with "I think we should take a break from our friendship" like WTH!!" I said wiping my face
"Why? I thought that y'all would just come back together and be all up on each other" she said
"WELL NOT ANYMORE, that's my best friend and now I feel I lost someone so important which I did I'ma miss him" I said crying again
~And the other room
"So how did it go?" Mason said
"I told her that we need a break from our friendship and the reason and of course she ain't take it well" Centauri said
"WHAT, CENTAURI WHY?" Nana said
"Mama clam down" Mason said walking up to her
"I'm clam but Centauri why would you do that!?" Nana said
"I just needed a break from it and I think she needed one to, and we not gon be ona break forever that's my best friend" Centauri said
"OOOO boy if only you knew what did-*gasp* omg she probably crying rn, let me go before I hurt you, bye Mason and Mamir" Nana said rolling her eyes and walking out the door
"What she talking bout" Cen said looking at Mason
"Men look I don't want to get into but Naja been fucked over a lot in her past relationships and this how it starts" Mason said light up a blunt
"Whatchu mean like they cheated on her? or something else" Centauri said
"Yea they cheated on her but one of them was really bad like they had my sis in her room for some days and when she almost got over them, they came back and fucked her up again" Mason said
"That nigga used her in multiple ways and I don't fuck with that so I got rid of him before he fucked with ha again" Mason said
"Hold on you talking bout Carlos or Tamron?" Mamir said taking a hit at the blunt
"Talking bout Tamron weird ass, that nigga knew what he was doing but since my sister was so "in love" she ain't see it so I had to show her" Mason said
"But I'ma tell you this right now nigga, when YOU ready to go back to her just know it's gon be hard, and she not gon be ready for you"Mason said
"Trust me, when I'm ready she'll know and how come y'all ain't tell me about her past I already didn't know about y'all momma" Centauri said getting up
"That wasn't my business to tell my nigga" Mamir said passing the blunt to Centauri
"When she told me everything she said don't tell nobody, shit Nairobi don't even know and that's her best friend and I made her the promise that wouldn't tell nobody" Mamir said
~Back w/ the Girls
"I need to stop crying but I can't, it feels like we broke up or something!!" I said cry in Robi's arms
"It's ok cry as much as you want my love I'm here for you" Robi said rocking me back in fourth
"...Naja are you ok?" Nana said sitting in front of me
"Natauri, I'm hurting rn but I'll get over it soon" I said cleaning my face
"This is not a good way to leave ATL, but do you want to drive with me and Mamir?" Robi said helping me up
"Yea I can, what time we leaving tomorrow?" I said
"Early in the morning, so like 6:00" Nana said
"6:00!?, that really early y'all" I said looking at them
"I knowwww but we getin up early is because my mom wanna see and Mason for ha lil dinner, in it takes a long time for me to get ready plus I wanna get some more sleep" Nana said
"Alr but I'm tried from all the crying, my headache bad" I said getting comfortable in bed
"Ok babe, do you want us to sleep in here with you?" Nana said
"Nah I'm ok, and thank y'all for checking on me" I said
"Of course girl you don't need to thank us, just get some rest" Robi said giving me a hug
They both give me a hug and walked out and I fell asleep and I can feel tears foaming in my eyes bc I was thinking of Centauri.
I never knew that Centauri had feelings for me and it was a surprise to hear. I was trying to tell Cen I how I felt but I couldn't, I will always love Centauri but now I don't know what I should do.