Franks POV:
After the line went dead, a few minutes later I got the phone call I was dreading all this time...Gerard was dead...my boyfriend was dead...my only friend died....
"Sorry sir but we only found out not that long ago and once the tracks trap you, there is no getting out. We are sorry for you're sad news and we will try and do all the best to comfort you in this horrific situation but like we said. There is nothing we can do..." I slammed the door shut after the police left and mourned over his painful death for hours on end. This wasn't any death. This was his death. The creative, lovable fellow who was my future husband taken his life before anyone could stop him...In ways I felt betrayal but really I know he couldn't cope. If I was in his awful situation to be honest, I would of done the same. According to gee, he didn't have anyone else who loved him but he had me so did he are about me? Was I even enough? I thought so many horrible thoughts. He might of loved me but wasn't thinking at the time...We could've got through his together but now it's too late and there is no turning back. He never had a funeral ceremony, he wouldn't of cared about that crap. His family was too tight to pay for it anyway. He would've wanted his favourite bands playing...you probably think we would've done what he wanted but like he said. No one cared about him so didn't do anything towards his death, even his school didn't bat an eyelid...even if know one else loved him...I know he will always be in my heart.
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blood,drugs and suicide. (frerard)
FanficWhen Gerard moves to a new school, he meets frank, a boy who stuck up for him through all his troubles, until a day when Gerard's depression takes over him again and leaves him and the people around him facing serious, life threatening situations t...
