The destroyed me...

Words

That night when you ran away,chasing whatever was important to you,

When I begged for you to stay,for few more minutes, telling you baby I am scared..

I just lost someone,yet never knew you were so distant from me..

That the sleepless nights,painful days never meant anything..

You tell me you love me,yet so casually for some money,you could make me beg..

You tell me you love me,but my pain never meant a thing except childish words..

When I looked for friends,for people to atleast talk,in every few days,or I was sinking..

All you made me do was give up on it,on communications,on any relation..

Still I stayed with words as my companion,music as my partner..

Yet you were judgemental about that too,my immature choice of books words..

I cannot follow your great wisdom,I cannot shed tears trying to hold onto a crumbling relation..

Even if it means dead end for me,goodbye,is all I can say..

You are a great man,I am not,I am just a lover seeking love .