The destroyed me...

My You

Life,this long journey of years,of months,of days,how will it be with you?

Will you also tease my insecurity,that one day you will leave me too,

Just to break me apart?

Will you stand afar,pouring your feelings,yet would close your ears when I need someone to hear?

Would you also scream,calling me names when the darkness inside me tries to swallow me,

Would you just watch,me falling down,tearing myself apart,

What would be like to spend days,months,years to come with you,I really wonder..

Will I also quitely just try to love this life, silent,in the fear of hurting you?

Would I avoid you,afraid at any moment I can go crazy,

And you would be hurt..

Would I smile happily,if you donot come,afraid, irritated..

No matter how heartless I am,each night I cry,for relations lost..

Still this heart,it bleeds asking questions,blaming itself,

Still this heart craved for a love,that is painful yet life,that is breaking yet healing..

Still I crave for you,for you are my you..