The destroyed me...

Beloved

What happened to you,she asked tentatively,looking at the man before her..

Why are you so different,what made you be like this,she wondered to herself..

Where is he,who could raise his sword,for his people,for his country,for his dear ones..

Where is he lost,who watched calmly as blood was shed?

What have you done to him?

Where have you lost him?

Is he finally gone?

Can I finally dream?

Or do I have to be wounded more?

Why are you silent?

Speak something,tell me something, anything,even if it's words of loath,screams of hatred..

But beloved,look into my eyes and tell me..

Tell me,what you feel..

Lean on me,let me see your wounds..

Let me kiss your forehead and hear your heart beat..

Trust me,I adore you,the you standing on my chest..

But I am little scared of that you..

Still I beg you,donot hide,for I love you,every bit of you..

And without you,I just cannot be..