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games we play

anger went through my body like that was the only thing there. i can't stand this bitch sometimes, she make me wanna kill her. if it wasn't for my kids, i would've been beat her ass. she more than lucky.

got one more time to be on some bullshit though and i'm knocking her shit loose. she actually lucky we ain't together nomo. but she know wassup with us. i catch her with another nigga and it's over with.

she can have another, but I better not catch it. is all i'm saying.

it's time for me to go see my kids now and i'm dreading the shit. only because i know she bout to be on some bullshit. i was out of town last week and she didn't know, so i got an earful. talking about other bitches and me being a hoe ass nigga. all i did was listen and we did argue for a bit. a full blown screaming match if i'm being real. she ended up crying in the end though, i had to apologize.

even though the bitch get on my nerves, i love her. that's why i deal with her so much. i'm never letting her go and i believe one of these days, we'll get our shit together. not today though. we just young and going through some shit.

"open the door."

"breaunna and braniyah!"

"i said open the door, don't send them out here." she trynna be petty. that's one thing about onika, she a petty ass bitch. just dumb.

"get y'all's backpacks, your papa is outside."

"see, you like to play with me." i hung up the phone and got out the car. she be trynna do the most like shit be that serious all the time. damn! i went on one cruise with some bad bitches. she don't even know what we did so it don't matter. acting like she caught me fucking the girl.

as soon as i made it to the door, she was opening it with my baby girls standing right there. i smiled down at them and kissed their heads, making it look like i wasn't finna fuck their mother up the moment they walked away.

"hey bre bre and nini! y'all look so beautiful! good morning princesses." i bent down and kissed their heads. they hugged around my neck giggling at the way i greeted them. compliments are always given to my girls from me mainly. i want them to grow up knowing they're the shit and all that in a bag of chips. bet not nobody fuck with them. ever.

when i stepped through the door the demon looked at me like i was crazy. she know im not going nowhere so i don't know why she even doing all that. always wanna mug, her face gon get stuck.

"fix your face." i grumbled at her and she scoffed walking away. fuck her. right now i need to focus on my girls because i know they missed me cause i missed them. "why y'all got these bags? where y'all going?" i chuckled pulling them in the air by their backpacks. they laughed loudly like it was so fun and i dropped them on the bean bags in the living room.

my girls are so rough, it's crazy. trying to make them stay with the girls and be gentle is out of the question. they rather wrestle each other and shit, it's crazy.

especially since they're three years apart. i thought that at least one of them would be bougie. breaunna kind of is, but it depends. she's the oldest so of course she's gonna have some of that spoiled mess in her.

"because mommy said we would leave with you. are we?"

"probably not today but i'm gonna have fun with y'all. what first?" i smiled and looked down at their tiny selves.

"daddy can i ride your back?" braniyah held her arms up and i chuckled bending down.

"i thought you was a big girl?" she hopped up holding my neck tightly while i picked breaunna up. my girls.

"i am daddy! go run!" damn.

"run where? around?"

"yes please!"

"don't run in my house! you crazy?!" we heard onika yell. always wanna complain about something, damn. need to stay her attention elsewhere. ain't nobody said nothing to her.

"shut the fuck up!"

"no! daddy you don't say that to my mommy!" breaunna covered my mouth and i said sorry. they hate when we argue, i honestly hate that they've had to see and hear that. but it don't even be me all the time. it be their evil ass mother. sagittarius ass bitch. crazy ass. "those are bad words and mommy said it's dispectful."

i chuckled at her attempt and nodded like i was taking it in. she kept pushing her hair back out her face making me lowly huff. having their hair down is like asking for a fuck up. onika know this. so why she try to give them cute blow outs doesn't make sense to me. these are some little boys in girl bodies.

without warning, i started running around the house making sure to hold them tightly. braniyah was laughing like her mother and it was so cute.

i stopped when i heard heavy footsteps and acted like we were never running. my back was to her as i tried shushing the girls. they were giggling lowly. she walked around in front of me and i smiled small at her. that was until she yanked my shirt hard.

"stop running in my house like you crazy."

"mommy nooo." braniyah tried to reach over my back and pry her fingers off. it didn't work, but she did let me go. i put the girls down telling them to go upstairs to the play room for a minute. she made her presence known for a reason, so i guess now i gotta deal with the bullshit.

when i knew they were up there, i gave onika my attention. she kept her mug and i didn't give not one fuck. she know this. before i could say anything, she started swinging on me. i groaned feeling one of those licks connect and grabbed her so tight. she was squirming like a worm trying to get loose. why the fuck?...

"ouuu that shit hurt." i closed my eyes and inhaled deeply. im finna fuck her up. but first i need to let that feeling go away in my jaw. so i stood there holding her tightly for a minute. i don't even wanna continue.

i just let her go and walked away. fuck it. she just punched the shit outta my jaw, imma end up killing her if i keep it going. shit.

the girls were sitting on their bed when i walked in their room. they watched me closely as i walked to them. i could tell they were trynna see how things went.

"hey...y'all come on, we can go to my house."

"you okay daddy?"

"i'm fine princess, come on. let's get y'all backpacks so we can go." i helped them down and we went downstairs to get their stuff. while they said bye to onika, i went through their stuff to make sure they had everything before we left.

i didn't say anything to her and i took the girls to my house. that's obviously the only way we're gonna enjoy ourselves.

at least without commercials of bullshit in between.