Tubbo angst

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They arrived home and Tubbo's mum greeted them. "So do you wanna stream today to let the people know your finally here?" Tubbo asked as he set his phone on his desk. "Sure" Ranboo simply replied. Tubbo then booted up his PC and opened OBS and made sure everything was good while Ranboo found his mask and glasses. Tubbo changed the title to 'MCC Training' and Ranboo stood off to the side. Tubbo pressed 'Start Streaming' a few seconds after pressing it the chat started flooding in and Tubbo put on his Streamer face. "Hey chat!" He said with a big smile. "We're doing mcc training but I'll let everyone get in here" he said booting up Minecraft and logging into the MCC server. He put his screen out of full and put it on the Minecraft screen.

Tubbo played for about 30 minutes until Ranboo started making himself known. He threw things at Tubbo and Tubbo tried to ignore it so chat was going nuts. It was a bunch of 'WHO'S THERE??' and 'RANBOO?' Tubbo found it funny but did his best not to laugh until he got thrown the Michael plush. "I think they know" Tubbo said looking at Ranboo and the taller stepped into frame, his head not visible. The chat was going wild. Ranboo crouched next to Tubbo and said hello to chat. He then pulled up a chair and proceeded to hide from Scott everytime he logged on.

(Time skip to after stream :p)
No POV
Tubbo and Ranboo said bye to chat and hit the end button. Tubbo's face fell into his hands as he rubbed his face. It was hella early still. He streamed for about 4 hours or something. It was about 3:30 ish. He knew he had to put back on a happy face once it was out of his hands. He took a deep breath and put his head back up smiling. Ranboo took off his mask and glasses and smiled at him. Tubbo turned his PC off and walked over to the couch. "So where do you want me to put my things?" Ranboo asked going over to his suitcases. "Uh you can out them in the dresser in the loft if you want. I only have one drawer taken so" Tubbo replied getting up. "You sure?" Ranboo asked and Tubbo nodded. He helped bring his two suitcases full of clothes up the loft and they started to put stuff away in the drawers. As they were putting things away Ranboo saw the bandages clearly this time. He wanted to ask but it was day two, he didn't want to be extremely in Tubbo's business, even if they were gonna be living together for 4 months. They finishes putting the clothes away and Ranboo zipped back up the suitcases and Tubbo said they would go in the closet. Before Tubbo could get to move he was being hugged. Tubbo immediately started to melt into the hug. Ranboo was so warm while he was so cold. He had been cold all morning. Ranboo didn't let go, he didn't plan to unless Tubbo did. Tubbo closed his eyes and let himself be warm. All his thoughts were pushed to the back of his head. All he could think of was Ranboo's hug and how warm he was. He hugged back. It didn't matter how long they were stood there for. Tubbo didn't want to let go. He had been so touch starved. 'WHAT ARE YOU FUCKING DOING. HE HATES YOU. PULL AWAY NOW. HE DOESN'T WANT TO TOUCH YOU.' the thoughts Tubbo got rid of came back louder and he immediately pulled away. Ranboo was confused at the sudden jolt but he didn't say anything. Tubbo grabbed Ranboo's suitcases and climbed down the loft steps and put them in the closet. He saw the clock after he did. It was about 4 something. He didn't get a good look. Ranboo came down from the loft and sat on the sofa again. Tubbo sat with him on the other end. "Whatcha wanna do?" Ranboo said pulling out his phone because he got a text. "Uh idk it's like 4 pm so what do you wanna do?" Tubbo asked. Ranboo relied to the text and looked up. He got up and pocketed his phone. "Let's go to the park!" He said putting out his hands and grabbing Tubbo's, pulling him up. Tubbo smiled and Ranboo went to put his shoes on and Tubbo did the same. They both headed out the door and started their walk. Ranboo grabbed Tubbo's hand and started running slightly. For some reason Ranboo seemed to be very happy. Tubbo found it nice. The day was nice and he was in a good enough mood. He ran as Ranboo did and they ran to the park. Tubbo was laughing and Ranboo was too. The other people that were there were really on the beach so they had the playground to themselves. They started acting like kids. They were playing chase and going up and down the slide and eventually they found themselves swinging. "So are you gonna tell me why your in such a good mood?" Tubbo said looking at Ranboo. "I'm not really sure, I just am. I look at you and I get really happy. Playgrounds also make me happy cause it reminds me of childhood. I really like acting like a child sometimes." Ranboo said looking down at the end and saying it kinda quiet. Tubbo smiled at that. "I also like acting like a child" he said looking up at the clouds. Ranboo stopped his swing and got up. "You wanna go sit on the beach?" He asked. Tubbo stopped his swing and nodded. They started to walk over to the beach. They sat next to the water. They sat next to one another. Tubbo's hand was on Ranboo's and when he noticed he moved it. Ranboo was sad Tubbo pulled his hand away. "Is it nice?" Ranboo said looking out at the sea. "Is what nice?" Tubbo asked looking puzzled. Ranboo looked over at him, "getting to go look at the sea whenever? Like you can just come out here and listen and watch and just let all your stress wash away in the water." Tubbo thought for a moment. "Yea. Yea it is nice." He said as Ranboo put his arm around him and pulled him closer to the taller. "I hope these 4 months don't fly by. I love spending time with you. I don't wanna go back to America. Here is better" Ranboo said closing his eyes. Tubbo leaned his head on Ranboo's shoulder.