Tubbo angst

6: eating..

Tubbo POV
Tubbo woke up screaming from a night terror. He sat up and tried to calm himself down. Ranboo woke up to his screaming and immediately ran up to the loft. Tubbo was looking around with his eyes frantically. Ranboo sat next to him and held his hand to comfort him. Tubbo was breathing pretty heavy and felt like shit for screaming and waking Ranboo up. Ranboo remained calm and rubbed Tubbo back as he tried to calm down.

After a couple minutes Tubbo calmed down but his thoughts were still yelling at him to do something he really didn't want to. Ranboo was still rubbing his back and saying things to try to calm him down. He looked at his alarm clock, it was about 4 am. "You okay?" Ranboo asked softly. Tubbo nodded slowly in shame. Ranboo wrapped his arms around Tubbo and gave him a nice hug. Tubbo rested his head on Ran's chest as he pet his head. Tubbo closed his eyes again. How was Ranboo so warm, he wondered. He didn't know but he loved it. Tubbo felt himself getting tired but Ranboo hadn't moved. Tubbo didn't want to pull away, he was so warm. He kept his eyes closed and accidentally fell asleep.

Ranboo POV
Ranboo continued to pet Tubbo's head. He ran his fingers gently through Tubbo's messy hair. Tubbo had fallen asleep against him and he was reluctant to move. He slowly layed back, doing his best to not wake Tubbo. Tubbo slowly moved into a more comfortable position in his sleep so he was more of next to Ranboo rather than on top of him. Ranboo faced Tubbo and he cuddled into Ranboo's chest again. Ranboo fell asleep soon after.

Tubbo POV
Tubbo awoke grogily. He looked at his alarm clock. 10:23am. He didn't want to get up. He pulled the covers over his head and tried to go back to sleep.

(Gonna try a different pov type thing idk if I'mma like it or not🥲)

Ranboo POV
Tubbo woke up next to me and I watched him look at his alarm and pull the covers back over him. I was on my phone scrolling through Twitter cause I had woken up about 30 minutes prior. "Tubbo" I said quietly. I tapped his head under the covers and he came out from under them. "What" he said tiredly. "It's time to get up" I replied and I got out of bed to change my clothes. Tubbo went back under the covers so I quickly changed my shirt and got on a pair of jeans. I went back to Tubbo and pulled him out of bed "breakfast time!" I say smiling at him as he is half out of the bed and on the floor. He groans and puts the rest of this body on the floor. I easily pull him up and get him to his feet. He goes to his dresser and pulls out a pair of cargo pants. I leave to the kitchen to let him get changed.

Tubbo POV
God last night was a nightmare. I feel like shit. Ranboo shouldn't have seen me like that. I had to use the bathroom so I climed down from the loft and went into the bathroom. I walked into the bathroom and did my business. I go to wash my hands and I look at myself in the mirror. I look like crap. I splash cold water in my face. I keep blinking and almost fall asleep standing up. Im so tired. 'Do it.' The voice from inside my head says. I rapidly shake my head and go out of the bathroom to meet Ranboo. He was making eggs, bacon and toast for breakfast and had my plate sat on the counter already while he finished his. "Thanks boo" I say as I sit down. I pick up the fork and start to eat the eggs. They were really good. 'Throw up' the voice in my head got louder. I had never had an eating problem. I ignored it as best I could. 'Your gross. Stop eating. You've had enough.' I pushed the plate away and told Ranboo they could have the rest. Ranboo took it and ate his food as well. "Do you wanna stream today?" Ranboo asked me. I told him I did because I wanted to do a Q and A with chat.

Ranboo POV
I noticed Tubbo didn't eat his entire breakfast. He might just not have been super hungry. He left the room and went back into the bathroom. He just went so I slowly walked over and listened. It wasn't usual for Tubbo to not finish his food.

Tubbo POV
I went back into the bathroom cause I felt incredibly nauseous. I sat opposite of the toilet. I tried to breathe through the nausea but it didn't help. I went forward really quick and vomited into the toilet. "Tubbo you ok?" I hear Ranboo say from the other side of the door. I was still really tired and super nauseous. I didn't answer. "Tubbo is it alright if I come in?" I groaned with my face in the toilet and he came in. He sat next to me and rubbed my back.

Ranboo POV
I hear Tubbo vomit and I ask to come in. I do so and sit next to him. He gets his head out of the bowl and looks at me. "Sorry" he says quietly. "Hey you have no reason to be sorry, it happens. Do you feel better or worse?" I ask. He says he feels a little better but he has a headache. I reach up and flush the toilet and then help him up. We walk to the couch and he lays down. I sit at his feet. I turn on the TV and put on a random show. A few minutes later tubbo turns around and lays his head on my lap and falls asleep pretty fast. I get off my phone and slowly rub his head. I close my eyes and we both a took a short nap.