☁ Flashbacks

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Tom's P.o.v

I wake up the other day, worse than before

I'm simply exausted

Well, this tends to happen after the rage, this form drains my energy

I rub the sleepiness off of my eyes, standing up and going to the mirror

I have some dark circles

...in this...weird face

Who is this.

I try to ignore it, i know it's a side effect from activating that shit

By the way, why do i have dark circles if i'm sleeping well?

I brush my hair to feel a bit more nice about myself and brush my teeth, then sitting back in bed

A huge wave of emotions hits me all of the sudden, my body seems to shiver completely

Yearn, guilt, sadness, stress, Tiredness...and a certain nostalgia...

I feel some other feelings i can't distinguish or explain

I throw myself into my pillow, hiding my face in it

All i manage to do is close my eyes and start remembering certain things

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( flashback )

I'm sitting on the sofa watch tv, when i notice S.n, she gets closer to me, we've been talking for a while now and she's very nice actually, but I can't help but feel a little shy around her

She's the type of person you try your hardest not to disappoint, because you find her so cool that- ...anyways

I keep looking at the tv as if i didn't notice her there

— Hey Tom, Edd's asking you if you want anything from the store — She says

— Nope

— Alright

We both go quiet and she doesn't go away

She sits next to me

I panic

Come on! i can't be having feelings for her! she's my friend!

But she so...nice to me, even though i'm annoying like this

She seems like she cares about me

Yeah! keep making a fool out of yourself, Tom! then you'll start crying out of frustration and you won't know why!

— Do you want something to drink? your lips looks dry — S.n says

— N-No i'm good!

Does she really care? W-WAIT, SHE'S LOOKING AT MY LIPS?

....No Tom...she doesn't care about you...! She's just being nice, stop feeding your own expectations

She's too much for me, way out of my league

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