[Eddsworld] Txl au (English version)

☁ You're not inferior

Tom's P.o.v

Weeks pass after the new year's party, and as much as i didn't want to, i stayed locked up in my room most of those days

I wake up at 11 am

I can say i'm feeling a bit better, but that doesn't mean i'm not sad still

Man, she's just so important to me, there's no way i would be able to forget it and try to act normal

I send Edd a message, it reads: " I'm up, want me to do anything?"

He replies with: " Nope, Me and Matt are at the store, want anything?"

"If you can, bring me some chips, i'll pay you back"

Edd answers me with an "Ok"

Why do i feel like they're judging me some times? i know they're not

I don't know...i still feel so "less than" when compared to them...

They're so...i'm not sure...

I can't explain...i just...feel inferior to them

...Some times i just feel like they're all judging me

I don't really know why, but...i just can't not feel like this

I hear Edd coming home minutes later

I'm not sure why, but i don't feel like talking to anyone today

Maybe because i'm feeling inferiour to them, i know i'm not, i know they see me as an equal, but i'm sure that if i look at Edd or Matt's face today, i'm gonna cry

I'm not sure why, but i'm feeling rejected, or- inferious, judged, even though i know i'm not

Or maybe i am

No no no no no

Somebody knocks on the door

— Hi Tom, you okay? we're back from the store! — Matt says

I try to say something, but i can't open my mouth

— Tom? Hm...i see, knock on the door if you're awake

I get up and knock

— Hm, knock one time if you don't wanna talk because you're feeling down, two times if you just don't feel like talking

I knock twice

— Ok Tommy, i'll leave you alone! — Matt says in a gentle voice

I smile, knowing he can't see me

— Just one more thing, knock three times if you think i'm cool!

I knock thrice, and chuckle

— Yaaay! — Matt knocks three times too — I think you're cool too, Tom!