Tom's P.o.v
I wake up after having a dream i don't even remember, and don't care to, i get up, grabbing my phone to check the time
It's 10:35 Am
I turn the screen off and go brush my teeth, walking to the bathroom, trying not to make noise with the door so S.n wont wake up
I get back to the bedroom, seeing S.n still fast asleep and...i don't know, i just feel like going there and snuggling with her
I lay down by her side again, hugging her, not wanting to interupt her sleep
I look at her face for a while, just...admiring her
She's so beautiful, she's so perfect, how did i find someone so stunning?
I can't help but smile like an idiot in love
i sit up still by her side, running my fingers through her messy hair
I wish i had the courage to say to her how much i love her, but it just wont come out, you know? It wont come out of my mouth, it's not that simple, at least not for me
I wish i knew how to express myself, in general, i wish i had the courage to express my love to her in words, because come times i may not make it clear that i care about her, because my ways of showing it are not- verbal, like buyinh her something to eat, make her a drawing, anyways...
I don't feel like this makes it as clear as i'd like it to...doesn't make it as clear as worlds would...
I...
Could try
She asleep, all cozy in front of me, while i just stare at her, with a passionate look
— i know you're sleeping — I say, whispering in a very low voice — but i wanted to tell you that i...uh...i love you
I caress her head
— you have no idea how important you are to me, you're such a...necessary person, i'd say... i'm so happy to have you by my side — I pause — i'm sorry to not express this while you're awake, just saw a good oportunity and took it...I...can't even imagine what i'd be without you, and...i'm...grateful that you're here...because if you weren't...
I stroke her hair
— you are the most genuinely charismatic, funny and understanding person I've met... — I take a look at her again, giving her a gentle kiss on the forehead — thank you for everything...
I stand up from the bed, going to the kitchen, Matt gets in there with me, grabs something on the fridge and sits on the table with me
— Morning Tom! how are you? — Matt asks
— Morning! i'm alright, you?
— I'm really happy!
— Haha, really? that's good, why? — I ask
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[Eddsworld] Txl au (English version)
Fanfiction(This fanfic has a +13 target audience, no, it doesn't have smut.) !! This is an angst fic !! You are reading from the perspective of S.n, a Brazilian girl that just finished her sophomore year in high school, she is 17 and just got the chance of he...