Steps To Become A Self-Made Goddess (ReUploaded)

A little About Me

This is just a instruction about me.I'm Angela Williams Tourreaú, a high schooler in New York.I grew up in a bad neighborhood, and was a big trouble maker.Actually many people(teachers) told me that I wouldn't become anything.But with my smart mouth I cursed them out, and walked away, not thinking anything about it.
As a child, and even now, I'm over weight.So, you would understand why I got picked on.I would fight them all, and win.But they also told me the same thing, as the teachers told me; that I'm nothing...And that's when I decided to change my ways.And it was hard.I have(had) bad anger issues, and knew i wasn't going to anywhere with it, so I stopped talking to people.I believed that the other people in the world, was the cause of my anger.Now i know it's not true.But I became depressed...And i wanted to end my life, so bad....And I was anti-social, with made it harder to talk to people about my problems.
So instead of telling people my problems,i decided to write it down.My own thoughts.I made anonymous poetry, and it always said "Signed The Beast." Because that's the only thing I saw myself as.
But I began to study all types of mythology, and would hear stories about the Gods, and Goddesses.I would learn about religions, and try to understand it.From Hindu to ancient Egypt.I learned everything, and I have more to learn.
So instead of the beast,I called myself "The Princess of Darkness." I was dark in many ways.But loving, and saw myself higher than before.
But I began studying about the Phoenix, and learned about how it would die, and turn into ashes, but revive into a new, young, beautiful bird.And that's exactly the same thing I do.
I began helping others, and loving each other.I went to church, and started singing.I began writing, and singing to express myself.And for the first time,I saw the light.My dark days were over, and the old Angela died.I raised up from the ashes.Caring, Independent, but also fierce.
I studied more mythology, and began caring about school more often.And now I'm passing my classes, with A's.
I came from a little girl, with 2 older siblings, and a little brother who has autism.Which we had no father, just our mother.Living in the ghetto.Almost getting arrested, to a straight A, wise, helping, and talented teenager.And I now call myself "The Self Made Goddess."