Love You Forever

Chapter 36

Dean and I go to a small restaurant. He holds my hand lightly as we wait for a waiter.

We both order....well....Dean ends up ordering for me, and we wait.

He is unusually quiet which makes me panic a bit, but the way he's squeezing my hand assures me that we're alright.

"Are you okay?" I ask quietly.

"I'm just worried I made the wrong decision."

I shake my head. "What do you mean?"

"Seth and Bray are apparently pals now. Maybe being with him will keep you safe."

"Okay, did you really take me here to have this conversation?"

"Babe, it's not that I want this...."

"Well it sure as hell sounds like it!" I snap, looking down at the table. "I'm sick of this back and forth with you, Dean. I wanna be with you. That's that."

He sighs heavily, placing his fork down. "I wanna be with you too baby. I just....I can't hurt you anymore."

"Bray hasn't touched me in weeks. He won't touch me."

"You're the one that got mad at me for smothering you, C. And if you're asking me to just give you space to breathe, you have to understand that I can't do that if we're gonna be together. I have to keep an eye on you at all times so you better decide now if that's what you want."

"So you're giving me ultimatums now."

"I'm trying to say that....."

"Dean, why can't we just be together? Why does it always have to be so complicated? Why do we continuously sit here, fighting about the same damn things over and over again?"

"Because they're subjects we need to cover."

"And we've covered them. Can't we just be happy now?"

He sighs, pausing for a moment. "I'm happy when you're safe."

"I am safe. I'm safe right now. Here. With you. There's no place I'd rather be."

His hand cups my cheeks, pressing his lips against mine. "I'm sorry I keep bringing this up. I just think it's something you need to at least consider."

"And I've considered it. I still want you. I want you more than anything."

He gives me small smile. "I know I'll have to get used to a lot of things."

"Yeah, who knew you'd be such a sensitive man."

"I'm this way because of you and only for you."

I smile. "Dean, you don't have to worry about anything. Stop worrying and enjoy yourself for once."

"It's kinda hard when your girl is being chased by a psychopath."

I stay silent. He must see the saddness on my face because his hand squeezes mine.

"I'm just not used to this."

"What?"

"This whole relationship thing. You know I've never been in a real relationship. I don't know how to defend my girl. How to keep her safe."

"Dean, you've done fine!"

"No I haven't, Charlie. And I wish you could see that." He says, hanging his head low. "I'm screwed up."

"You're not. You're amazing. I don't want to be with anyone else, Dean."

"Ya know, I really really really wanna fuck you right now."

My eyes almost pop out of my head as the subject changes quickly. I slowly look over at him as he places a hand on my thigh, rubbing slowly as I squeeze my legs tightly together.

"I just wanna take you. Right here right now." His hand moves further up my thigh and his face is inches from mine. Luckily, we are in the booth in the corner. I dare looking up at him. Our eyes lock instantly as we stay close to each other. "I wanna kiss you. I wanna feel you. Every inch of you." He says, breathing out slowly. "Let me. Please."

"Dean, we're on a date."

"This place only has one bathroom per gender. Just come with me. It'll only take a minute."

"What? No! What if our food comes?"

"We'll eat it when we're done."

"What if someone hears us?"

"Come on, please! I need you."

Just hearing him say those words makes me want to surrender myself to him. And I do.

We are in the bathroom in seconds. He unzips his pants, letting his erection show as he pulls up my dress. His hands rest on my hips before he pulls my panties down, allowing me to step out of them.

"Hop up." He orders and I obey.

I jump, wrapping my arms around his neck as his hands grip my hips, positioning me so he can slide into me.

When he does, I gasp, letting my eyes shut tight as I fall back on the door for support. I feel my back moving up and down the door as he takes me against it, making quick thrusts. I hang into him as my mouth falls open. I gasp for air again...

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When we get back to the table, our food has already arrived. It looks delicious, but I feel too exhausted to leave. His hand shapes my thigh, squeezing lightly as he digs into his meal.

I smile, turning to my meal.

After a few moments of eating in silence, my phone rings.

"Can you get that babe?" I ask.

He picks up my phone giving a quick look to the caller ID. "Why the fuck is Brian calling you?!"

My eyes go wide as my fork drops from my hand.

Author's Note:
Okay, just so we're all clear, this is my book! So if I wanna advertise for my other book for my other account on here, I sure as hell will whether anyone likes it or not! But thanks to the people who have actually read my author's notes and have actually went to read Dusk because I've been working really hard on it. There's nothing wrong with wanting to advertise it since it clearly is MY book! But thank you to the people who have actually read it and are currently reading and enjoying it. I really appreciate it.