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lover boy<3

lover boy<3:
where have you been, darling?
jules?
j?

you:
hey sorry

lover boy<3:
it's okay
where are you?

you:
in the library
ive been studying in most of my free time

lover boy<3:
at this rate you're gonna turn into granger
why are you studying?

you:
super stressed ab finals
cause its coming up and idk im scared i might fail!!!
and like even if i pass, i have to have a good enough score if i want to get a good job

lover boy<3:
finals aren't for another like 2 1/2 months

you:
yeah, i know

lover boy<3:
then why are you studying all the time? you have plenty of time to study
i haven't seen you in so long

you:
we were at lunch together

lover boy<3:
okay still
we haven't been alone in a long while

you:
i'm so sorry

lover boy<3:
no baby it's okay
don't be sorry

you:
ive been so fucking stressed
idk
i need to find a healthy balance between school and life
which is hard because i literally live at school

lover boy<3:
hey what about this
after dinner let's go to my dorm and you can have a break, and we'll nap or whatever you want.
and then tomorrow we can study together
(which is only if you want to, but i think u need to give yourself a break because you're overworking yourself. you're gonna burn yourself out, love)

you:
okay, we can
this is so stupid!

lover boy<3:
what's stupid?

you:
that i'm about to cry

lover boy<3:
why are you gonna cry
do u want me to come to the library?

you:
no stay where you are, i'm okay
sometimes i just feel like i don't deserve you
like i have not been giving you the time you deserve, and you have been nothing but kind about this situation. and have even suggested to study with me (which i know you hate) just to spend time with me

lover boy<3:
if anything, i don't deserve you.
you are the kindest person, and have genuinely helped me so much.
and do not think i'm entitled to your time, i don't need to deserve your time.

you:
you are though
draco, you're my boyfriend
you deserve every second of my time

lover boy<3:
but

you:
nuh uh
you ARE entitled, every day
we'll go to your dorm after dinner, and we can listen to lizzy mcalpine & taylor and read?

lover boy<3:
yeah okay
we will do that
i don't even care what we do i just want to spend time with you

you:
okay yeah might cry again!

lover boy<3:
we can cry together tonight

you:
i love you

lover boy<3:
i love you too

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