I send join to kb to get medication for me. In term of waiting I decided to check on her in the room.
Their she is laying in the middle of the bed playing game as usual. I take a seat on the bed to announce my presence. She stand up straight facing me. I don't know what get into me whenever am around her I loss all the strength in me especially when she look at me with her eyes.
I press my hand to her and she pass me the phone. I play 3 round before I handed it to her and the excitement in her face. I clear my throat "Am not feeling well and am resume to work on Monday evening. And I don't think I will be able to come anytime soon because of the holiday I take and I don't knew if I will be able to made it during the weekend too.
Tell me what you want so I can get it done before I go!..
SANNU!!!
I nod! Can you massag my head for me?
Uhm!!
The feeling of her tiny finger on made me shiver in circles!hmm!
When is your next period? You heard me answer my question..
Next months! In my mind I was wondering of his reason for asking but yaya and his pursuit.
What are the five pillars of Islam?
Zakkat
Hajj
Believing in one God!okay
If you miss one rakka in sallah which method are taking? Baadi!
Masha Allah! Did you like the surprise I gat you?
Uhmm! And what did you pray for me?
To be smiling always!
Silly girl, I don't copy with Peoples loke I do with you but you are... toh mairon umma with his smiling face!.
To say I was shock isn't a task but panic, yaya really surprised me and this is the first time we have a peaceful conversation with I adore and admirer.
Lemme get my medication from John
Okay!. I will be in my room.
8:00PM
After I pray and take all medication I sleep for 3hour, waking up and bath feeling a little better.
Xxx
I finished watching many mata with mama with is now my favourite, immediately it ended mama and kultum left to their side. checking the time after locking doors, I decided to bath and made his usual coffee......
Xxxxxxxxxxxx
I said my salam dropping the cup on his side. He slip on his coffee while I press my phone on the bed till he finish. I said my dua taking my side....
Few minutes he joined me as always body contact his breath faning my face.
"Don't you think I also deserve some gift from you maryam?! Very clam,serious and deep to my ear"
What did you want? Anything! How many month to our wedding? Without any task I mouth 2months!
Hmm, can you explain this hadith to " the best of with among you are the one who look after their husband in bed,food and shelter"
So can I have that one heavy thing? Looking directly into my eyes, which I quickly look away saying any dua that came to my mind. "Toh yaya zan maka "maryam I have and it won't take much....
At this stage am very much confused,because the hadith has many meaning. Very deep in my thoughts when I had the last dua he made kissing mu forehead before I could proceed his his was on mine very liquidity mix of coffee which is the last thing he take before bed.....
All the moving and turning to caught myself was unveil after the unleashing of my bra everything come crack crack!!!
3:00AM
If there's anything I was saying my mind and heart is alhamdulillah and don't my alhamdulillah now feel the room." Masha allah I wipe to her ear".
I went in and clean myself, immediately am done I pray 2 raakat for guide and blessings.
The sound of sniffing break voice was all you could hear in this room. After I finshed the sallah, I decided to wake her up to clean her both which is sunnah........
On the lamp bed almost gave me a heart attack after looking at the mess I made but after checking her breath with now come heavy and faster with her dry tears on the faces with show her sleeping stage made me sign in relif.
'I tapping on her shoulders slowly, with rigging and new set of tears, I manage her to bathroom, I changed the sheet and give her another hot bath "make wudu am coming" I want to her room and her plain gowns...
I saw her tiptoe trying to reach the bed when she fall down, trying to give her a helping hand "yaya dan allah kayi hakuri crying heavily. " it okay, am not doing anything just try to help youbso that you can rest.
Trying to hold her, she make sound with all her power but her dead voices could not come out holding her towel possesly" I went to the bathroom room giving her space to dress.
Immediately I open the door" she was dress crawling to the door. I lift her up to the bed" Am sorry" please rest your head, your body is hot already , I promise to not touch you that is when she relif some sign crying on the bed....
5:15AM
Her breathe is still not stable even though she is sleeping. I leaving her and went to pray...
Until around 6AM that I wake her up with another more of drama unlike before. She pray and take panadol before going back to bed..................
