Somehow, I manages to put her asleep, even I myself couldn't sleeps due to this pressure and breast pain.
10:00AM
Noor began her system of cry which is 1half hours ago I try everything I could do as kuslum which has me with no other than to breastfeed her. The moment the breast tuck her mouth he suck it fast sametime he opened the door looking at me as if I committed a crimes before he draw his attention back to her.
As I lay back on the bed facing the other side.
Everything become very hurt for me, as I don't remember when last I take a meals talk less of proper one!
And today is the ceremony, look at the time still morning as I already tell kuslum to cook white Yam and eggs scout since I don't like any smells and I don't care wether he eat it or not resting my body.
2:00PM
The tap on my shoulder was what wake me up to look at him." Get and pray.
I walk to the bathroom gently not to wake my princess up, I prayed immediately I finished" get ready for the ceremony.
I pulled out mine and noor clothes with is Ankara, I dress myself with just earing. After am done, I get noor ready without outering any word to him, coming down to kulsum place.
Few minutes we're all ready along the way," can we branch at the hospital please?
Without looking at my direction he made a U-turn to the hospital roads. Thanks god I made Dr fareedah on time" maman noor"
I quickly began my matter ingnoring him.
"Hope you get to sleep yesterday?
Umm!
I being suffering from breast pains throughout the night.
Very sorry I forget to prescribe medication for you on that.
And can't I continue breastfeeding her because I already feed her today?
Maryam!! It fine you can as long as you will not harm yourself or the baby you're carrying. But for better solution stop feeding her at night am very sure she will adjust to it.
Okays.
Immediately we came out, we head straight to the ceremony events"Afficient'
I take the back seat away from the crowded resting my founding head with kulsum and noor besides when adda came' ke kowa nata jiranki Sai yanzu!
Yi hakuri" I said.
Maman noor" maimuna's voice
Naam.
How are you?
Am good thanks you. In time Maryam came" ya jiki" dama nace Miki bani da lafiya ne?
Allah ya Baki hakuri, kwana biyu nan fada kike tayi.
Let go and snap pictures with the celebrants maimu said.
After the picture snapping, I snap with kulsum and noor, them add suggest for a family picture, immediately we finished, i suggest one shot for me and noor when I feel his scents behind me putting his hand on my flat bud with his head resting on my shoulder sametime I release a heavy breath.
I walk away to the table without talking to him when the caters began sharing of food as I started feed noor.
Anty kici!.
Na koshi kulsum..
But you didn't eat anything.
Immediately the aroma of the chicken soup hit my Norse I feel puck out.
" Please get me your car key, I want to rest my head"
Xxx..
Not let than 15min I spot him coming as I follow behind him, he opened the car, I take the passenger seat resting my head when a puck block my mouth, without much I trash it out."sorry" before I could reply him
" Maryam" Mami's voice'
I collect the water from him goggling out.
What happen to you?
It nothing Mami. Kamal take her home to rest.
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The drive home was a very quiet one with only kulsum and noor talking.
Kulsum abincin baza'a iya hakura dashi ba? Looking at noor mouth which complete attention was on the rice.
Give her the chicken and cover the food please.
