Like every other day he will call, at time video call or normal call. Which am used to it now. It been 6 days since he left and tomorrow is nana's lefe.
And alhamdulillah am much better now, like hell what annoy me the most is when I saw Dr farida yesterday saying she came to check on me, if not because she's a Doctor, I will not let her do anything even though we have a fight, because I told her am not used to peoples seen my body.
And him that send her, he call which I rejected his call because I told him severally that am okay and even if am not, it's because of him....
With that he didn't call today which he know am surly not going to answer him. Right now I have already fill the form and give it to John before the days of the examination same as nana.
The sound of my phone "namesake"
Namesake! Yakike?
Amarya kinsha kamshi! Can wait to see you but now I call to give you a surprise "
Anything for namesake"
Masha Allah its a very girl for maimu munyi daughter babu zama!
I don't know the time I scream of happiness!
Esay amarya!
I will be going to the hospital now but it's Cs, hope you will come? Insha allah, lemme get ready
I feel sorry for her" zamu sha lecture a wurin maimu! Exactly.
I told kultum to get ready and escorts me to the hospital to go and see my princesses.I pick my phone and send him a message asking for permission to go.
Without a dip of clock it reply came
"No" my heart almost pank because I already giving my word and even not for that, maimuna deserve more of anything from me.
I resend the message again" har na shirya fa and I already give them my word"
I said NO"
The no in capital letter means I shouldn't bring up the topic again, back home when nana ask anything from yaya and he reply in capital Letter meaning you are over it no bring back!
I give him 3missed call to complete my tasks"No answer"
I remessage " please yaya please, Dan allah!!! I didn't know I have tears in my eyes it drip on my phone screen.
His call came immediately and I pick up quickly" what did I said?
But yaya, I give maryam my word and am not doing anything here, just one please let me go and see my friends, they been to bauchi because of me and..
Until I come back?!
Danallah yaya"NO
I didn't know the time I said" I will call umma and ask her then.
Go ahead ending the call'.
Looking at the dark screen to my Teary face. I went to the kitchen tap and wash it" kultum am not going out" walking to mu room. After crying my heart out' I followed back the uncountable call from maryam and told to just go not to wait for me.
"Namesake what happens,you didn't sound like before?
It nothing, I call him,he didn't pick up and... it okay bestest I understand that's the patient of marriage that our parent is telling us, I will tell maimu and send the pictures right the way okay!!
Thank you...
Immediately I pee into our group which is just the 3 of us there come the beautiful Princess I been whelming to see, I quickly post all of them including mu graduation pictures which I have not post, and my mama with the caption "ummana and Baffa I own you much in every way, wish life could take me too, I don't like all I have now or later because you deserve to be part of it....emotionally emoji. Which the very first time I posted a status in my life and somehow I feel the need to open an Instagram and snapchat account that nana always borther me to open. "__maryam__AT
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The very next morning which I will to daddy family were the lefe will be bought, I want to islamiyya and somehow the tasfeer for today made me feel guilty but I told myself that I did the right things. "Any marry woman that disobey her husband Because of any mistake or misunderstanding allah will be unplease with her or dispart him of his right unnecessary. Best advance always be the one to make him happy shi ya hadu da fishin Allah.
5:00PM
After the class I went home and lay down because already made up my mind. Many call from nana,umma,him and adda which I ignored and went down to eat tuwo with I required and become observe with lastly when door bell ring.
Kultum get the door passing me phone, giving her questionable look" john said oga want to speak to you" I signed collecting the phone which I know it will happen anytimes. I left the incoming for 5min making excuses in the background before placing his on my ear" hello"
Are you done and why don't you answer me or anyone?
And why are you home instead the family house?
I signed to many questions washing my hand on the tap to the simple and truth word of my mouth" I went to islamiyya "
Was this because I stop you from going to your friends place or what? Did you think your friends will advise you to do that assuming they know the true?
And with whom permission?
Amman kasan ina zuwa ai" if you all ask me from where I get the courage in speaking like this, I also don't know and how it start especially to major KAMAL"
And what are you trying to proof by not going there, did you think you stab it on me or hajiya? Bear in mind that if anyone there say anything bad about my mother because of what you did then am afraid you won't like the outcomes" and am not saying this as a husband but brother"
Lastly" go and delete all the nonsense you post and open now!!! And get ready to kaka house NOW!!!! Its an order
To say i was scared was not a space or word to form but today i already made my mind no matter what happen. " ni ba inda zani"" ending the call.
The tears i was holding to not to come flow and i didnt the time i start crying
Like a little girl, with my whole body shaking till mama asabe come and console me which i didnt listen to her till i cry to my will and walk to my room...................
If there's any word runing and ringing in my head and ear was" the nonsense you post" does that means including my parent or what..........................................
