Reading the message over and over again before saying my dua to sleep.
12:15PM
I was dressing up when he came in with Salam" I mashed the best in me answering his Salam as I continued my things without talking to him.
"Jamal is bringing dije here!
I knew all he was trying to do was making conversation which i unable it.
Ina kwanan ma bazan samu ba baby! As he wrap his hand around my body waist, his head on my shoulder neck.
"Fine lemme talk to my princess before I go"
"Allah ya kiyaye hanya kaya zansa!
Ke Maryam abincin ki zai huce fa
Mami!
Finish up and come down.
"don't gave me that face, am sorry I didn't know she coming and please talk to me"
Nace maka Allah ya kiyaye hanya what else did you want me to say"
Fine thank you Allah ya Baki hakuri madam"
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After I came down, I pretend like nothing happens taking my food while he walk away after biding farewell to everyone, sametime dije came in with her mini box.
It was very remanscing moment having dije and Ada along including Nana too even though I mash my standards to avoid any qurral.
3DAY LATER
5:00PM
Maryam why are you so quiet?
Nothing adah! Toh escort me to Fashion house. Deep down wanted to say no due to how am feeling ever since I wake up in the morning my back ache a little which I take it extra careful probably because of the exceise I was doing these day.
The Fashion house was a very beautiful places with so much house deco where she changes her house furniture from there we went to rashko_ restaurant in Kano club which is a new Arab style, omg there food taste Soo good. I enjoy every bite of the meal out there.
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Thursdays/Friday night
3:00AM
Maryam are you sure you okay, ko muje asibiti?
Mami na gaji ne kawai!
Maryam I been notifing your mood, talk to me or I should call Kamal probably you will tell him if you can't tell me?
Mami! Bacci ne kawai!
Like that I sleep in the sitting room which half of the sleep were very roughly..
It was around isha that I saw Mami packing the baby box Yaya bought the day we came here and other things, which I pretend I didn't see anything from there I heard her making a call.
Few minutes to her call my phone ring, at first I don't want to pick up but then" very deep with authority" what is wrong with you? Don't end the call at me.
Nace ma Babu komai he hang up.
5:50PM
Maryam labour kike yi. Mami ni Babu abinda yake damuna.
Maryam your stomach has gone very down and your leg am very sure you are or about to be in labor any moment.
All long in my mind I was thinking about better word to used and reply back to her. Truly am in pain but I don't want to put pressure on anybody.
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Immediately we arrive to the hospital, Dr fareedah was already in there and room have been prepare.
Mami nifa Babu komai.
Nasani maryam Amman satin da aka Baki gobe ne AI.
I sign. After changing to the hospital gown was very painful to checking the CM.
Hajiya tana 3cm am very before morning she will deliver.
I will be coming to check on her time to time.
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There in the room was me and Mami time to time she could help me seat as the pain rotate time to time. All I did was twisting my mouth side to side saying any Dua that came to mind. So far I can say I have a better and clam labour unlike other peoples that sound even though I didn't reach to the step where they call it hot fire of 9cm.
Lemme call Amina to make liquid for you to take. Sannu kinji uwata.
Mami!!!
A dua zakiyi kinji!! Lemme call kamal. The cracking of door was adda and Dr fareedah.
Mama sannu ko! Lemme check you ko!
Anty fareedah, danallah! Maryam you have to be clam, every mom go through this and yours is even better.
What kind of stupidity is this? Ka kama gabanka yarinya tana labour and you didn't even bother to call and check on her?
The phone was on speaker" Hajiya am at the airport, I will be there in 1hr time, I spoke with aminah!
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1hours ago amiinah call to inform me that Maryam have been in labour. Immediately I told Jamal to help me make all the arrangements and finish the work in time as we book a flight. All this long she was in my mind as I can't afford to lose both of them even if I had to lose one of them then should be the princess not her, as I pray silently for both of them.
If not because of Jamal I don't what I could do...
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The time I arrive at the hospital, they already put the labour drip to her, there she was laying helpless on the bed looking calmer when I know she is in pain with her eyes looking very tiny ness from the pain.
Sannu Maryam sora kadan goggo Said, immediately after I was inform l, I book a flight for her too.
It been 6hour hours, gracefully she manage the pain and prayer.
Baby won't you look at me!
Fine lemme go and pray!
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Immediately he came into the room his were red! But who did he cry for? Because am sure isn't for me because I don't deserve it tears.
Yes I couldn't look at him in the eyes or talk to him because I was in pain and he can't do anything for me!
If there's one thing in my mind now then is my Mom which I wish she is here with me today. Labour is painful and all things that Cross my mine, with this pain that man take up a second wife and woman loss their self for men anyhow that I remember Lola trying to be part in my journey even though there is no love according to me but friendship but I don't know for him.
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Mami! You won't believe what I saw or tell you! Ya Kamal crying in the hospital mosque like a baby. I tell him to come but he refuses saying he can't see his wife in pain..
Maryam you are way luck!
Soja da kuka anci lalle kam!
I smile painfully before Dr fareedah appear with nurses leaving only Mami to stay since Yaya isn't here...
All matter to me now is my baby. Was on that when the biggest pain in my life hit me from head to toe after 3push the crying of a beautiful baby filled the room..............,..
Alhamdulillah
Alhamdulillah
Alhamdillah !!!!
