All I know is we sleep and pray in the living room.
"Ina kwana" the next that came out from him is by looking at me with his sleeping eyes.....
10:00AM
I made breakfast as usually my food was kept and he's no where to be found. I signed after zuhur prayers still waiting for him to come back but there's no hint of him.
All the long I did my duties on cleaning the house after calling kultum to come back tomorrow.
4:00PM
I thought of going out to the neighbors house, been calling him but he's not answering his phone expect that message was send" can't talk,any problem,?!,
I signed think about it whole how life could continue with this attitude as it is both of us have false but he take mine hole even after I apologize...
I rest myself and didn't bother cooking lunch as am also battling with back pain this day.
6:30PM
He came in,with Salam, dropping his phone and key nothing utter talkless of how I was or anything going upstairs.
Few minutes he came down In suites and jeans resting his head on the chair.
I went to the kitchen and warm the morning breakfast for him because maimu promise to send swallow with pumpkin for me.
I was bringing out the food to the sitting room carpet in time a door bell ring and he went to get the door, only to come out and saw him opening food in a pack.
Sametime magrib prayer was called, immediately he sat down opening the food, I look at him in disbelief" Yaya I swear on my life if you eat this stupid food today wallahi kaci aurenka!!!....
Her eyes said straight point, and there's no joke or lie in her word with the uncontrollable tears streaming down.
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Did you know what I feel or go through when you are away talkless of how I manage to do things around but you even have the mash courage to order out.
My back have been paining me all round having a sleepless night.
All you did is giving me attitude, was this because I was pregnant that your treating me like that, because the last time I checked I wasn't the one that impregnate myself whatsoever, if you're not ready to be with me so was I because I didn't beg you for it, you came into my life, and how many time did you want me to apologize....!
From the seating posting I was, a hand wraps around with bring out my weakness that I been hiding as I break down even more...
I know I haven't eaten anything since yesterday and the kind of movie my stomach is playing is unbearable.. his phone ring was what break my thoughts looking directly at him, because I been notifing him these day.
"I will call back later"!
I part my body away from him taking my phone and call Mami directly to his face, she pick up at second ring, I cut her before she utter word " Mami please send Saeed to pick me up, my heart and body is aching danallah.. as cry escape my mouth ending the call...
"I obey obey your order so you have to do mine" you're not going anywhere and it final"
Nima final na gaya maka'"
In between this we heard bell"surprisedly was Mami herself and addah"
Maryam what happen? Get up! I didn't know the time I started narrating everything untill I feel something coming out from my body.
"Kamal who's the person calling you?"
Wayyo Allah cikina!!!
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23:00PM
CRESCENT HOSPITAL
