𝘋𝘳𝘶𝘨 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯

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𝘛𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢 𝘈𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘪 𝘑𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴
𝘋𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘴, 𝘛𝘦𝘹𝘢𝘴

I looked to see I still didn't have no messages from Sekani. It's been 2 days, So I started to get worried.

𝘏𝘦𝘺, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘌?

𝘠𝘦𝘢 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦.
𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘴 𝘸𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨? 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥?

𝘠𝘦𝘢. 𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘧 𝘩𝘦
𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘚𝘦𝘬𝘢𝘯𝘪 𝘰𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘵.

𝘏𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘯𝘰 𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘴𝘯'𝘵
𝘏𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘥 𝘥𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴
𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘩𝘦 𝘶𝘴𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘴𝘰𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘴.

𝘒𝘬. 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬𝘴

𝘉𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘦𝘣𝘶𝘵𝘵❤️ 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘮𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘢𝘨𝘦

I closed the thread and called him. He answered sounding like he was sleeping.

"I'm about to come over, if it's okay."

"The door gone be unlocked. I'll send you my address."

I put on a Nude colored skims set with my foam runners. I left my braids down and went to get in my car.

I got us some Chick-fil-a on my way to his house.

I opened the door and it was a mess but it was dark since he has black out curtains.

Trash, pills, broken glass, allat on the floor.

I went upstairs and entered his room after finding it. It was a mess in his bed room.

"Sekani. Wake up."

He opened his eyes while I shook him.

"Yes?"

"Get up. You can't drown in your sorrows." "I got you some food."

This what Hayleigh did for me when I used to completely shut down around my parents' death dates.

"I'm not hungry." I turned his light on seeing his face it looked like he haven't slept in days.

"When was the last time you slept?" I asked him.

He actually looked horrible. Like he haven't ate nor slept.

"Turn the light back off." He groaned.

"Eat some of this food. You got too."

"I'm not hungry Tashara."

"Fine." I started eating my food.

I heard his stomach growling so I know he want some.

He ended up eventually taking his food and he took like 3 bites of it and that's okay as long as he ate something.

"When was the last time you ate?"

"I don't even know what day it is. I wasn't on my phone at all until you called me."

I finished my food and got in the bed cuddling him.

He put his head on my chest while I rubbed my hands through his dreads.

I really like him and I want him to get better.

He started crying on my chest.

I rubbed his back with one hand and his head with the other one.

After like 5 minutes he was sleep and I ended up falling asleep right with him.

-

"So first we finna work our way down."

I started getting the trash off his floor while he put his clothes in his hamper to take them downstairs.

He's not mentally in the right place so I'm going to try my best to help.

We had music playing while we cleaned up.

"Wanna take it all back to where it started. Life of the party. Right where my heart at." We sung the song together.

"This is my shit!" I danced with the garbage bag in my hand. He started smiling at me making me smile back at him.

It took us hours to finish but luckily we did. I was finishing washing the dishes while he took all the trash out.

After we finished we both sat on the couch completely worn the fuck out.

"Thank you Tashara. You didn't have to do all this for me."

"I wanted to. I could see the state of mind you are in and you shouldn't have to go through this alone. I understand you like isolation, but isolation isn't always the right thing. I had to realize that myself."

"I know but I'd rather be alone getting high than around niggas just getting high. I also don't like being around people. It leads me to think maybe they'll judge me."

"We're here to support you. As long as you have me, you'll never face anything alone."

"At some point, you'll be gone Tashara. I'm trying not to get too comfortable with you because you'll leave. Everybody leaves."

"I'll be here forever Sekani. I promise."

He didn't say anything he just hugged me. It felt like a warm calming hug. I've never had a hug like this before.

It seemed like we were hugging forever before we let go. He laid his head on my lap.

"Can we watch that show with all them niggas?" He me up at me. I nodded going to zeus.