I wiped my tears picking my phone up for the first time since I lost Tasha.
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@1kquan: never thought there would be a day i have to say goodbye. i'm saying goodbye to my girlfriend, my bestfriend, my soulmate, you were all that put in one. i'll never smile again my baby. today i came to terms with the fact that you're gone, how could you leave me ma? WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME MA? I'm hurting Tasha. we could've tried again. i'll never forgive you for leaving me like this nor will I ever forget you. my last words to you were "I love you Tashara." i'll love you forever Tasha. my baby FOREVER. #llmybaby
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@hay.leigh: i can't even believe my baby is gone. Tashara you were my best friend, my ONLY friend. my PERSONAL friend. why you have to leave me homegirl? you looked so sad in your casket. I'm sorry I wasn't there. I keep blaming myself. You were my one and only. my twin flame. my everything. im still in the denial stage. your name is tattooed across my heart. I've cried everyday since you've been gone. I'll never be the same Tasha. Why you leave me like this? long live my baby.❤️
Today was the worst day. I can't wrap my mind around the fact that my baby is gone. I seen that my mom called me. I answered while sitting in the chair.
"Sekani come open the door." She said before hanging up. I sighed as I got up to open the door.
"Hey son." She pulled me into a hug. I broke down in her arms. The last person I hugged was Tashara.
"I love you Tashara."
"I love you too baby."
"Fuck man!" My mom rubbed my head to calm me down. All I could do was cry. My happiness is forever gone. I'll never heal from this level of hurt. I'll never be myself again.
After a while my mom left. I found myself driving to Tashara's old apartment.
I sat outside staring at the complex. I often find myself here. I loved that girl with my whole heart. How am I supposed to recover from this?
I feel betrayed, hurt, angry, I feel every thing. I was never supposed to have to tell my baby goodbye.
I grabbed my gun and shot my mom a text. I kissed my fingers and touched my tattoo of Tashara's name on my neck.
*BANG*
-Well shit. What an ending...Im out.
Son kani❤️
Mama I'm sorry. You said never fall in love with one of these fast tail girls, jokes on you Tasha wasn't fast. I loved her more than myself. I can't go on without my baby. Sorry your son had to do this to you.
