𝘋𝘳𝘶𝘨 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯

38

Tashara Amani

We got back home two days ago and my sex drive been so high. Sekani hasn't even came over since I been home but claim he missed me so bad.

He always say he busy or what the fuck ever.

I mugged my phone as he said my name. "hm?" He smacked his lips. "Baby I promise I'll come over tomorrow. Tonight I got some shit to do."

" You said that yesterday, yet you never came." He sighed. "I promise baby, I'll be there."

When I'm not with Sekani I get anxious. I went back to pills. All I do is ecstasy.

I took the pill then threw my head back on my pillow letting my high take over.

I miss this feeling.

After not being high in 7 months. This felt so good but I know it's so bad. I felt myself falling asleep so I let the sleep take over me.

I woke up being shaken awake by Sekani. "Damn you been sleep since yesterday." He shocked me, I wasn't expecting to see him.

"Damn I must've been sleepy." I stretched and stared at the wall. "I bought you some popeyes." He handed me the bag. I got up to go brush my teeth and stuff then came back to it.

I love the chicken sandwich and chicken tenders.

It felt like I haven't ate in ages. Sekani looked like he wanted to say something but he didn't.

"What you gotta say?" I asked him. He shook his head. "Nothing dude." Then he got up and left.

I was gone chase after him but I don't feel like it so I let him go.

Sekani Marquan

She think I'm fucking dumb. She think niggas can't tell when she high.

After what happened before she really doing that shit again? She so fucking selfish. I stood up and left slamming her door behind me.

I can't believe that she'll be that inconsiderate. And for what? Why the fuck she back on that shit?

She has so much love and support around her. She don't need that shit. I texted Rob and he said come scoop.

"Wassup nigga." He dapped me and gave me the bottle of cough syrup. If she can relapse, why can't I?

Being just as selfish.

"Where Ithan bitch ass at?" I asked him. "With his girl."

"Man I'm so stuck with Tashara. I don't want her doing this selfish ass shit but her birthday coming up and we going to Jamaica tomorrow for her ass."

"Aye wait it out until after her birthday. Or just ask her." I rolled a wood while he poured some of the cough syrup in a lemonade bottle.

"She just so fucked up for no reason." I stressed. "You said that girl been through a lot, don't get mad at her, just ask her why?"

I mugged his ass.

"Don't piss me off man." I sparked my shit up. "I'm just telling you man. Don't instantly get mad at her, you have to be coo."

I zoned him out not wanting to hear shit he saying. I took a sip of my drink and passed him the wood.

Lean got a cool taste to it. Tasting it again for the first time in months just threw me off.

"You can't be mad at her for going back to her old ways if you doing the same thing."

"Nigga. She went back first, I don't give a fuck." I got irritated. "Lemme get out nigga you get to tripping. Drop me at the spot." He said.

Nigga Ion want you in my car no fucking way.

I sped to his crib and let his ass out. If I got Ithan shit would've been coo. That nigga irritating as fuck.

I don't give a fuck Ion need nobody but my fucking self.