Heavens Above (Ashton Irwin // 5sos)

My story wasnt suposed to be told.

Kristen's POV
After I ate I ran fast to the tent to get Ashton."Hey Ash I'm ready." "Okay one sec." I Notice he grabbed some rubber braclets and threw them on he had a lot of band ones."Hey Ash nice braclets."
I bursted out.

"Uhhhhhhh..... thanks"he said not looking up at me.He got up "let's go" he smiled and grabbed my hand and pulled me after him running out of the tent."Ash stop I'm gonna trip over something...."I yelled.

"No you won't." he laughed and threw me over his shoulder as he ran."Ashton your gonna make both of us fall..." right as I said that Ashton tripped and I feel on top of him."Ouch." I said laughing.

"I told you Ash." I said laughing just then I noticed how close we where."KristenFaith?" "Yes Ash?"
His eyes turn dark and his breath was unsteady. "Are you okay?" I asked.

"Yeah can we lie here for a second not trying to be weird but I need to catch my breath from all that running."
he was lying. "Yeah sure." I laid my head on his chest he started to play with my hair and that's when I knew I liked him I really like Ashton.

"Hey Ash?" I asked "Yeah?" he answered "I have a weird question?" I told him scared to ask him."Yeah what is it?"
he asked. "Ummm... have you ever been in love?" he slowly grabbed my waist so he can move me off of him and stood up "let's walk and I'll tell you."
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Ashton's POV
"Hey Ash?" she said. "Yeah?" I answered "I have a weird question?" she said. "Yeah what is it?" I asked
"Ummm...have you ever been in love?"
I slowly grabbed her waist and moved her off me and stood up "Let's walk and I'll tell you."

I grabbed her hand as she nodded and stood up."So Miss Long there was this girl I thought I loved her Intill she tried to rape me." I looked at her closely as her eyes got big."I didn't though I ran out so no I guess I never did but I tell you I had been hurt so many fucking times that I'm over it." "Ash omg that's horrible."she said as she saw me tear up.

"Sorry I souldn't be crying right now."I laughed.I saw that there was water up ahead "race you" I yelled and we ran.She beat me "your fast damn it."
she laughed."Lets go in the water."
I said taking my shirt off.

"Ash I can't in these clothes they'll get ruined." she said "then wear only your bra and underwear and hear if u want you can borrow my t shirt." I handed it to her."Okay turn around." she said. "Urghhh why I bet your hot." I slip out nervously laughing.

"ASHTON" she slapped me and I laughed and turned around once she was done she had me turn back around.I grabbed her hand and we jumped in. I laughed and she did too she was so beautiful I brought her closer and leaned in her nose close to mine.She laughed at the award moment and splashed me.

I splashed her back upset that I didn't just go in for it. "Hey Ash you should take your bracelets off before the color and writing fades." she said.
Not even thinking I slid them off.I heard her gasp and then I knew she saw fuck she saw why am I so stupid.

"Ash why would you do such a bad thing to yourself" she said shocked at the scars up and down my wrist.
"It's not like you would understand." I yelled mad at life for putting me in this position. "Ashton you would be surprised." she said.

"Wait you did it to?" I asked confused
"Yup I hate to say it but yeah."she said about to cry. "You know Kristen I just hate when people do it for intention like there's people that actually do this because they feel pai..." "ASHTON YOU THINK I DID THIS FOR FUCKING INTENTION!!!!!?"

"No you didn't listen to what I said Kris..." "Don't say anything Ashton I'm leaving I can't Beleive you." she ran off.
"Kristen that's not what I meant."
"Fuck you." she keep walking "And I thought I liked you maybe even...." she stop and kept running.