Hospital again

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"ASHTON can you hear me"I heard.I tried to wiggle my fingers to tell him I was okay.It was the doctor I slowly opened my eyes to see scars all up my arms and legs this can not be happening.

The doctor looked at me "Oh your up" he said. I saw he came to me and I flinched."Stop stressing you could make it worse" he said "I want to go home" I said trying to get up.

"I'm afraid your way to weak to go"He said. "Shit!!!"I said wile moving my arm."Please take me home" I told my mum who was still crying in the corner."Ashton can't you see that I can't?" she whispered.

I wanted to go I still wered out about what happened I want to go home and play my drums any thing but be here.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I woke up to the door slamming today is the day I'm going home being at this hospital was hell bloodly fucking hell and yeah. The nurse helped me up and told me to sign out my mom was here one day so I'm going home by my self she couldn't take anymore I'm killing her no not her IM KILLING MYSELF!

I walk out and signed out I was all ready to go but I got stoped "LUKE?" I said slowly "Hey umm I'm sorry this happened." he said.

"How did you find out I was here." I asked calmly he pointed at two guys next too him "Hey" I said to Micheal and Calum "Hey umm my dad told us what happened." Micheal said
"How are you." Calum said while Luke looked down at his feet.

"Hey Ashton can we talk in private for a sec" he asked "ummmm sure" Fuck the pills Im on is surely making it hard to curse at him tell him to leave.

"I'm sorry I really am and this is all my fault and I really don't know what else to....." I cut him off "You didn't do this to me Luke I did this to myself" I said then walked away from all of them.

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so heyyyyy guys lol next chapter will be up soon love y'all lol!

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