Scars

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I did as told while watching the lesson. People call me a teacher's pet but really I just want good grades,it's my last year of High school, "Thank god", but in order to get into a decent college good grades are a must.
I pulled up my sleeve up slightly  and traced my scars, pulling my sleeve back down, I started to feel dizzy. I don't know why, but all the sudden the board went blurry. What is happening?I felt fine five seconds ago and all the sudden I feel awful. I started to feel myself falling.
I hit my head on something but I don't know what. I heard voices around me and I'm pretty sure the teacher cried for help before I passed out.
I woke up I saw white then knew I was in a hospital.When I saw my mum crying in the corner. My heart broke when I saw her crying.
"Mum what happened?" she looked at me, "You're up!". She ran to me and hugged me.
"Mum you never answered my question"
She looked at me but then someone walked in, he had a tag on his shirt that said Dr.holt.
"Oh good your up."he said
He looked at me and said "We have some bad news"
"Why am I here? Why does my head hurt and why do I feel so weak?". I asked
"Sir you are here because you lost a lot of blood" he walked to me and grabed my wrist. "I'm sorry to say this, but we're going  to sign you up for therapy because of this" he said talking of self mutilation.
"NO YOU  WON'T. I'M FINE ON MY OWN!" I yelled
"I'm sorry Mr.Irwin,but your Mom has already agreed and signed the papers." my mum quickly left the room, she knew I was upset.
"YOU CAN'T MAKE ME GO!" I screamed at him.
He sighed "You don't have a choice."
I started to cry while picking at my scars.
I guess the Doctor noticed and grabbed my arms, "Stop" he said.
I sighed and and cried myself to sleep. Tomorrow is gonna be a crazy day.

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