Heavens Above (Ashton Irwin // 5sos)

Demons can swim

Ashton's POV
"Luke hands off"I said walking from behided the bush I push him back on the ground.Kristen jumped back in surprized.I was out of controll not again.I punched him in the jaw."ASHTON STOP" screamed the crying girl".

I suddenly stop myself and looked at Luke.I saw I didn't do much damage if Kristen wouldn't have stoped me I would of killed him I almost done before.The thing is I could be arrested I almost was but my father got me out if I wouldn't have done that he would be here now not there to keep my place he told them it was him who had done it now here I am at risk at hurting my old best friend."Ashton"Luke whispered "I'm sorry" "Sorry for what"I said loudly but calm.
"Everything" he answerd.He didn't tell her he was close though she looks scared as fuck why why today?"You left me!" I said quietly while a tear rolled down my cheek "How could you you left me then told people my story my struggles my personal life then made me hurt you "I almost killed you my best friend Luke Then my father my the closest person to me took my place to help me.
I shouldn't be here I should have been there".

"Let's go Kristen"I yelled but lost
my voice."Im sorry Ashton"Luke said wile I turned."Sorry is not my answer right now and never bring her into this again!"I said pointing at the surprized girl "Were leaving" I said wile grabbing Kristen wrist for her to follow me.

When we got far enough from the park Kristen spoke up"What happened between you?" she asked "I think that's a question for another day." I said quietly.The worrie in her eyes made me weak I can't Anymore I cryed .She looked at me "Ash?" "She came to me and hugged me"I know you may not know me that well but I here for you"she whispered.

We we walk to her street and she stopped "Well this is it" she said "Bye Ash" "Bye Kristen Faith." I said

This is not the bye she had planned because when she started to lean in to hug me again I ran this is a bye forever.

Luke could have told her I could
of had risk my life here everyone back at my old home knows and this could have ruined my life She could have found out.

Once I got home I ran in crying my mom saw me I ran fast to the bath room and locked the door."ASHTON don't do this"my mum screamed crying I know she is calling the ambulance to get me.I found a blade I hid in a place I knew my mum wouldn't find."ASHTON!"she cryed as I heard the sirens close but the louder The sirens the deeper the cuts.

I can't live with myself My demons can swim
I said as the blade hit the floor as well as my cold blooded body.

Kristen's POV
I watch the boy run what's his problem I need to know is he okay what made him so under trusting. I walked inside "Hey mom" I said wile looking at a Picture of my friend I move away from. I turn to my mom and hugged her. I then walked to my room to watch tv Intill I hered sirens something's wrong!