Heavens Above (Ashton Irwin // 5sos)

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The bus stopped, I made sure my hood was on and walked off the bus. I bumped into someone and said sorry but it didn't help, and before I knew it I was laying on the ground with a small puddle of blood forming from my nose. I felt someone pull me up. I saw the person who helped me, running to the guy who beat the crap out of me. I then noticed it was Micheal going to beat the guy who hurt me up.
I started to feel horribly dizzy and started to fall to the ground.
I heard voices around me, but I just started fading in and out of consciousness. I felt someone flip me over I knew it was the nurse. I then woke up and saw the nurse look at me worriedly and looked around, I was no longer on the floor,instead I was on a white bed surronded by beige walls, the smell of lysol and guys cologne hit me and I saw Micheal. What's up with this gu guy? He's being nice to me and he helped me.
I asked to go to the restroom and the nurse nodded and I got up with the help of her.I slowly walked through the door of the rest room and looked in the mirror. I had a black eye and a busted lip.I stared at my face for a while. I started to look for something sharp.
I saw a pensel sharpener on the floor and grabbed it.The blade was loose and I pulled at it and it came off.I grabbed the blade and held it close to my wrist and cut deep on a fresh cut I had from last night. I let a small cry out from the pain as I went to slide it again but I heard the bell ring. I dropped the blade in my pocket, pulling my sleeve down I went back to the nurse and Michael. After she deemed me okay, I walked out into the hall, seeing people laugh at me as I walked majority being dickhead boys.
I walk to my locker and unlocked it, grabbing my books for first through third period. I was deep into thought until  someone slammed my locker door closed, and knocked my books out of my hands. I slowly started picking them up and headed to class. I had never liked the idea of fighting back, I'd rather just get pounded like a ball of dough I guess. As I walk in class everyone was staring. I took a seat in the front close to the Teacher so I could hear the lesson,it's always the same thing each day and it's getting old. It's like my life doesn't move on, It's just boring and the same beat up face every day and peer pressure, being alone with no friends only Micheal.
Wait is Micheal a friend? Here I am on the same page that I'm stuck on.
Am I at the beginning or at the end? Well I don't know but I have a feeling that I don't want to find out the End. Because if this is the beginning  I couldn't live with it I'd  much rather die than live in this horribly, scary story they call life.