Dreams really do come true ❤( Niall horan fanfiction )

the ugly truth

annalise p.o.v.

i was a woken by a loud thud that sounded like someone’s head had hit the floor , unsure of what it was i quickly jumped out of Harrys grasp on my to find that niall had fallen off the lounge but had not woken from his deep slumber .

as i was now wide awake i decided that a shower and washing should be done and i also had to pack my bag because i went back to Australia tomorrow for 3 days then I’m in London for good.

as i walking up the wooden stairs and held on to the glass railing i looked at my surroundings taking everything in the shape of the walls the off white colour of them and the way the roof looked, but i was soon snapped out of my drifting mind when my shin came in contact with the stairs causing a shooting pain to go through my lower leg

" ouch stupid fucking step " i curse unintentionally , once i realised what i had said and i quickly got up and looked around to make sure nobody heard my potting mouth and continued walking up m stairs.

once i reached the top i walked down the hall and into my bedroom it was nice , it had a king size bed and the walls are yellow then there's this big shelfing space thing at the top end of my bed i have yet to fill it but when i get back i will with pictures and pretty things it will be good , as i walk through my bedroom into my ensued , i close the door and lock myself in and turn the shower on , the sound of the running water made me feel at home , as i took off my clothes and let they lie on my floor and stepped into the shower i let my mind go wild as the water runs over my shoulders .

Nialls p.o.v.

I woke up from my deep sleep from sharp pain in my shoulder to discover that i had fallen off my lounge in my sleep. I sat up and looked around, the boys were all still in there spots where i last saw them last night but annalise's shoes were in the middle of the mass of tangled limbs and blankets and then i heard the shower running. as always my stomach started grumbling at me to fill it up so i went into the well-stocked kitchen and made myself a feast of natella on a spoon and some crisps and then walked back into the lounge room and turned the TV on , annalise's must of turned it off last night when she came in .

Annalise sucked me back into reality when she came down stairs in a cream tank top and shorts, she walked straight past me into the kitchen but as she walked past me i noticed that her top was slightly raised on her hip but what i saw was no mistake, she had heaps of scars on her hip, i wonder what that’s from, i wonder as i slip back into my endless world of unknown.

5 minutes later .....

Annalise passed me again with a pile of food and walked back up the stairs and disappeared. she was going back to Australia to get the rest of the stuff that was coming over here, she was leaving her apartment over there with all the furniture in it and was going to keep it all set up for when she goes over there or when she has to do a flight back there so she always has some where to stay which i thought was good.

i wanted to know what she was doing so i walked up the stairs really quietly in hope to surprise her, as i got to her door i noticed that she was standing in front of the mirror on her wall she had her top pulled up and looking at the scars on her hips, they almost looked like cuts or something like that. She turned around and walked back over to her bed and sat down, she looked up at me and gave me the most genuine smile you will ever see, i smiled back and turned around and walked down stairs

Annalise p.o.v.

As I sat on the bed in front of the bag I was meant to be packing I caught sight of my left wrist , there were almost invisible scares left on them but I could see them clearly I remembered back to the nights that I would sit in my bed room and cut them with a blade , then I got up and walked over to the mirror hanging on the wall and lifted up my cream tank top and looked at my thin stomach also noticing scares on my hips where I use to hide my bad obsession from the kids at swimming , I thought how my stomach had grown since my last year of high school back when I would starve myself and If I did eat it would be brought back up only 5minutes later because I would force it .

 I was quite popular in high school which made me try and hide my imperfection that natural got the better of me every day. I was still skinny but I was starting to look very healthy again but I guess it didn't help that I was a national swimmer back in high school which meant I was training over 10 times a week so everybody just over looked the illness and blamed my skinniness and unhealthy looking face on excessive amount of training and the lack of sleep , my friends in high school were always the one encouraging me to keep the weight off and mess around with guys but i wasn’t that sort of person so even though I was in the popular group there were very little chat about me , It wasn’t peer pressure or that I was bullied I guess it was my own mind that would tell me i  looked terrible or that I wasn't pretty enough to hang out with my friends so I would work even harder to get prettier or skinnier . it really had a big impact on me and my life , it impacted most when I was so skinny that I passed out at my graduation And was rushed to hospital to be told something I already knew , that I was sick . So my mum made sure I was better and then about 3 weeks after I was told I had recovered fully and that my depression had gone I was kicked out by my step father.

I walked away from the mirror sitting back down on my bed I obviously hadn't seen Niall come in and he was watching me from the door way I could see he was trying to see what I was looking at but he didn't see it because I simply smiled at the blonde Irish boy and went back to being a carefree Australian like everybody else saw me as , he smiled at me again and walked back out of the room but the smile didn't fade like it usually did when I was younger because I was actually happy with my life and where it was going ,my teenage dream was actually coming true ,

Maybe dreams really do come true

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hey guys so i did a short update as a thank you for waiting so long for the other one :)

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xxxxxx

- annalise :)