❝𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 ~ 𝐃𝐚𝐳𝐚𝐢 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬❞

❝𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧❞

His pov
Emotions...
Something Dazai knew of but hardly recognized. He always hid them away and lived behind a simple mask or facade to fool people that he was fine. However, when he was with you... he had a feeling in his chest, an unfamiliar feeling, and his heart always quickened its pace. He didn't know why this happened nor how to hide it. He longed to ask someone why he felt this way around you.

❀ꗥ～ꗥ❀ 𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐩 ❀ꗥ～ꗥ❀

Dazai was on his way to the usual bar he would go to with Oda and Ango when he ran into you.

"What are you doing here?" He said coldly.

"Geez I'm only taking a walk." You snap back.

"Hey I'm just asking sorry I came off rude..." He apologized and walks up to you. "Where are you headed?"

"No where, I couldn't sleep." You say looking at your feet.

"Ah I see... would you like to come with me?" He asks while tucking a strand of hair behind your ear.

You blush at his actions and look up at him. "S-sure where t-to?" You stutter.

"Ha just to meet with some friends at the bar. If you don't like that I can take you somewhere else but I promise you that you'll be safe with them." He says reassuringly.

You agree and follow him to said location. When you arrive he holds the door open for you and helps you down the stairs. Oda turns around in his chair ands sees you first.

"(Y/n)? Is that you?" Oda says.

"Oda!" You say and run towards him and give him a hug. "It's so good to see you! It's been a while."

"Indeed." He says

Dazai stands there and watched as the two of you catch up. Shortly after Ango walks in and introduces himself to you. You two hit it off immediately and quickly get along. The four of you have a good time drinking and talking. They were just so entertaining that you had so much fun.

❀ꗥ～ꗥ❀ 𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐩 ❀ꗥ～ꗥ❀

You began to feel sleepy after a while and Dazai noticed this.

"I think it's about time I take (y/n) home." He says while looking at you resting your head on the table.

"Alright." Oda and Ango say in unison.

You give the two a hug before leaving and say your goodbyes. You and Dazai walk out the door and head to your apartment.

"Did you enjoy your time?" He says calmly.

"Yes very much so." You say while smiling.

He wraps his coat around you and grabs your hand. You start to blush yet again and look at him.

"D-Dazai..."

"Follow me really quick I want to show you something." He leads you off to somewhere. You two walk for a few minutes until you reach a bridge over the ocean. The calming water was enough to fully put you to sleep. He stops and pulls you to him.

"Isn't the moon lovely tonight?" He says while looking into your eyes. You remain silent and stare back into his.

"I'm sorry I really don't know how to say this nor do I really understand the way that I feel explains what I'm about to tell you but... I think I'm in love with you..."

You gasp and look back at him. "I love you too... Dazai" you say.

He smiles and grabs your waist pulling you closer to him. He leans forward and you do the same. Your lips met and it felt like heaven. The way they melted together like they were crafted for each other. The kiss was sweet and gentle. He made sure not to let it get too rough and respected your boundaries. You would have thought that he would have done differently knowing of his ways and personality, but he stuck to being respectful which made you fall in love with him even more. After a while he let go and you two stared into each others eyes lovingly. You both wished this moment could last forever but you began to let your tiredness take over your body.

"Come on let's get you home I don't want my girlfriend to be in a mood tomorrow~"

'Girlfriend'

You giggle at his statement and agree. "Alright fine..."

Authors note: hello~
It's been a while huh. Sorry for not updating recently I have been busy and have had no motivation. Now it's summer break for me so hopefully I can update more.

Wednesday May 24, 2023