❝𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 ~ 𝐃𝐚𝐳𝐚𝐢 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬❞

❝𝐃𝐢𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐦𝐞?❞

That was it he was gone....
Without a trace, he just left....
He left everything
He left you

You went to visit Ango since he was the only one left from your group. After Chuuya told you he was gone you didn't believe him at first but you now realized that everything was true. Ango told you everything that happened, the mission and Oda's death....

You were heartbroken to hear that he is now dead. He was a father figure to you and cared for you greatly. You asked Ango if he knew about Dazai's whereabouts and he fell silent.
He sighs and begins, "He doesn't want to see anyone, not you and not me, no one unfortunately... I know where he is but I'm sorry I cannot tell you, he'll kill me if I do... I'm so sorry." He says sadly.

You could see a single tear fall from his eye. It broke your heart even more just to see him cry, you've never seen him show any emotion that showed to much feeling. "I-I understand... don't worry Ango and I'm sorry... he probably just doesn't want to see us upset with him I guess, that's probably why he isn't wanting to see us." You replied quietly while just speaking your mind, honestly your thoughts didn't make much sense to you but did at the same time. You were just trying to comfort the both of you. "I'll see you later Ango... I better get going."

"Yea see you later..." he replies.

As you began to walk out a wave of extreme emotion came and hit you like a truck. You turned around and ran towards Ango and gave him a tight hug.

"Wha- (y/n)..."  he says shocked.

"Sorry... just give me a second." You say.

He just smiles and wraps his arms around you.

❀ꗥ～ꗥ❀ 𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐩 ❀ꗥ～ꗥ❀

As you walk home you stop at a place that you and Dazai would visit frequently. It held so many memories in you heart and made you cry yet again. You sat on a ledge and just looked up at the stars. One star was really bright. "Oda, I miss you so much... Dazai left us, he left me, I feel so alone now... I have Chuuya yes but it isn't the same as before. I miss being happy..." You continued to cry and curled up in a sitting position holding your knees and resting your head on top. You let memories of you and Dazai float in your mind. The way he would kiss you and hug you, how he would try his very best to comfort you, you just loved the way he would flirt with you, and his eyes... you could stare into them for forever.

❀ꗥ～ꗥ❀ 𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐩 ❀ꗥ～ꗥ❀

The mafia and ADA were planning to team up to defeat the guild. Dazai was waiting to meet up with Mori first before. "Where is she." Dazai stated coldly. Mori just smirked and changed the subject to this meeting.

All the members of the Port Mafia arrived as well as the Armed Detective Agency. Dazai's heart was beating fast. He knew this was the moment he would see your angelic self again. He just wanted to see you again.... He was desperate. The meeting was midway through until a loud motorcycle screeching startled everyone. "Finally... she's here." Chuuya said rolling his eyes. A couple minutes past and there you were. You changed greatly over four years. Dazai couldn't believe that someone so beautiful could become even more so. You looked very mature now and very serious.

"I apologize for arriving late, I was having trouble with our latest capture." You said coldly while twirling a knife in your hand. The ADA members all stared at you terrified. Oh how you loved scaring people. Younger you could never imagine of having this kind of personality, you were always so kind and loving. This new you broke Dazai's heart. He missed the shy and sweet (y/n).

❀ꗥ～ꗥ❀ 𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐩 ❀ꗥ～ꗥ❀

The meeting finally finished and the Port Mafia was the first to dismiss themselves but Dazai was quick to bring you back. He grabbed your wrist and called your name.

"(Y/n) please..." he said softly. You scoffed but turned around to face him. Oh how you so desperately wanted to punch him. He left you alone for so long. You tried believing it was for better reasons but you couldn't hide your anger. And who could blame you, he joined the Port Mafia's enemy.
"LEAVE ME ALONE!" you shouted "LET ME GO!"
He looked at you shocked and a little bit terrified. He did as you said but as you turned again he pulled you into a tight hug. "No... I won't. I'm not leaving you again." He said.

Huh...what did he just say?

You were shocked. You began to start hitting him and crying. Why, just why.

And then he hit you with those words he used to tell you and the words you have longed to hear for the past few years.

"I love you (y/n). You don't have to forgive me but just let me love you again please... I realized how much I am dependent on you. I thought I could easily get over everything but it haunts me all the time." He said.

You hugged back. "I love you too idiot."

Authors note: I apologize that this one is very rushed and kind of short. There definitely could be more context to it but if there was it would be super long.

Wednesday June 7, 2023