Will It Get better

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London in the mm >>>>

I woke up this morning and decided to cook breakfast for us three. I slid out of bed and went in the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and washed my face. I walked out of the bathroom and headed down to the kitchen. I pulled out the things I needed
To cook. After a minute i had everything cooking.

When everything was cooked, I laid out plates and cups for us before fixing everything.Cooking wasnt hard for me at all. I have to cook for me and jay all the time back home so it was nothing.

I walked in our room and picked jaylicia up before walking to ms.lauren room. I knocked on the door and to my surprise she was already up. We all came back down and ate.

I finished eating and got ready to do my run i do every weekend morning. I walked out dressed in my running attire before starting my music and began jogging. I ran for a while like usuall until i did my 2 laps.

When i was done running. I walked in the house and took a shower. When i got out i dried off and put on my panties and bra. I remember mario called and said they were chilling at his house later so i went ahead and put on some clothes.

I went with some high waisted black shorts, a pink and black floral croptop with some thin pink sandals. I walked in the bathroom and brushed my hair up into a cute neat bun before putting in my earrings and lipgloss. I finished up in the bathroom before leaving out checking my phone.

I had a text from london asking if i could come over, so i texted her back yeah.

I grabbed everything i needed and walked down stairs. Jaylicia was sitting on the couch. I walked over and sat with her.
"Is it ok if i go out?" I wanted to know if she wanted me to stay with her. She give the word and i will

"It depends on where you going."

I chuckled, "to a friends house."

"That luh boy you was on the phone with?" She perked her lips up

I laughed, "um no." Technically I wasnt lien because i was going to London house FIRST

"Umhm" she hummed

I heard a knock on the door so i got up and answered. I smilied thinking it was london, but quickly dropped it when i seen a tall boy.

"Um hay is ms.lauren here?" He asked smiling. He had nice smile and was cute

"Who is you?" Jaylica ask standing in front of me looking up at him with her hands on her hip with her head tilt.

I laughed and pushed her back in the house, "sorry about that"

"Its okay she cute, thats your kid."

I Looked up at him with a stale face. I couldnt even be mad people always assume shes my daughter, but come on now. All she did was come to the door.

"Really nigga"

He laughed, "oh my bad i just thought."

"Whatever, i dont know you so you gone have to stay right here till i get ms.lauren."

I shut the door before he could say something and called ms.lauren. she came walking from the back. "Um somebody at the door, i dont know who he is."

She walked to the door and opened. "Hay monti, how you doing." She said letting him in

I turned around and walked over to jaylicia. before i sat down i looked behind me and saw the boy looking me up and down bitting his lip. I rolled my eyes and picked jay up.

Sometimes i wish i was 200lbs over weight, ugly, bald headed with big glasses because then i won't get attention from boys. I hate it when they looked at me like im a piece of meat and they haven't eat in months.