Will It Get better

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Jayliah and her outfit for today in the mm>>>

Jayliah

I woke up and it was 7 in the morning. I stretched and checked my phone that was on the little table. I had a lot of unread messages. I looked at them and they were all from that number tezz called me off of.

BigDawg✨:Gm shorty☺⛅

BigDawg✨:you fell asleep last night, i didnt want 2 wake u so i let u sleep.

BigDawg✨: dont worry i locked the door with the key that was on the counter, u can get that under ur door mat

BigDawg ✨: and no i didnt take anything ur money and card still there

BigDawg ✨:i had fun last night wit u last night though

BigDawg ✨: oh its cute the way u wiggle ur little nose while u sleeping

BigDawg ✨: go check my instagram !

BigDawg ✨: it was nice talking to you last night frfr.

BigDawg ✨: you look so cute when you sleeping wit yo sexy ass

BigDawg ✨: i don't know why im still up i guess I'll go to bed now

BigDawg✨: i know you sleep, so i wanted you to wake up with a smile

BigDawg✨: goodnight though, love ya lil Dawg ✊❤

I got done reading his messages and had the biggest goofiest smile on my face.

I went to check instagram and my eyes got wide. It was a picture of me sleep snuggled into tezz chest. He was doing a face but it was still cute though, i smilied looking at the picture.

He had hella followers like i did, the pic was at 2,146 likes. I looked at the comments. Everybody was like is they a couple, they would be so cute, emojis and all that. I saw one commemt it said
@ _bavddgirl.k : okay tezz

I clicked on her page, it was private. I aint got time to request her just to see her page so i left. I checked my request and saw that same @ _bavddgirl.k had requested to follow me

I Laughed she was probably one of his lil hoes, trynna lurk on my page, fuck outta here.

I went in my room and changed into some of my running clothes. I decided to shower after the run. I grabbed everything i needed and walked out. I looked under the mat and saw the key causing me to smile small. I locked the door and begin running.

Last night was a good night. When jay left with london yesterday i just let out what i was holding in. I sucked my tears up, then tezz came to the door. I let him in because he wanted to talk. Then he ask me whats wrong which made my tears fall again.

I hate when that happens. You be fighting back tears, then somebody come asking you was wrong or are you okay. It makes just go head and cry.

I hate crying infront of people, yet alone telling them my situation. But he was there for me. I just opened up and let it out. Its the way he held me, rubbed my back, and told me everything was going to be okay, thats the best feeling.

I was just about to let my guard down but i know that wouldve been a mistake becaue the right attention from the wrong guy at a loney time can fool you into thinking he might be the one.

Me and tezz agreed to be bestfriends and im okay with that. Plus now and days friendship last longer than relationships.

I ran my whole 5 blocks 2times and ran to my house. I went to my room stripped my clothes and ran some shower water. After taken a nice and long shower i stepped out and wrapped my towel around me. After pulling out my curling iron i walked into my room. I lotioned down and put on my underclothes.