ADORATION

Author's Note

Okay soo boom, I'm taking a break from this writing shit. I might come back I might not depends because bitches think they run this fake ass orange fever dream app. I aint never had to steal shit from nobody that's number one. Also if you feel my stories are boring or not worth reading that's fine. Its not the end if the world. Some like it some don't and I promise its perfectly fine. I didn't start writing on this app til late November and I barely was talking to anybody. I didn't even have any Wattpad "Friends" or a "Friend group" during this time and as I continued to write I begin making more friends. I support everybody on this damn app. I feel like everybody is doing their shit, so the fact that a bitch felt pressure behind me was shocking as hell. Then for her to pop off and drag me in shit that had nothing to do with me but claimed "A hit dog will holler" was also equally insane.

I have a full ass life outside this app, I have 2 jobs and I'm a full time college student set to graduate May of 2024, so what this app gave was never serious. Writing is a creative outlet for many and that's what this app was supposed to be, but when bitches get clout they start sticking their head too far up their asses and getting besides themselves.

Then there was talk of "shading" this and 'Shading" that but baby one thing about me, A GROWN ASS WOMAN, if I feel like someone is shading me or making post indirectly direct at me imma ask to make sure I'm not reaching. What I'm not gone do is assume and then start popping off at the mouth without all the facts. That's just insane. I thought we all knew to address people we felt like had a problem with us. Then to say the problem they had with me was me commenting on a message board of someone supposedly shading them is again CRAZZZY. But here's the thing I respond to messages on a persons message board that I agree with; if said person aint put a name on shit then the only way you should feel someway or pressured is if know you've done some shit toward them to be "shaded". If you know you aint never said or done anything to people why feel someway about shit they say on their message board? Like that doesn't make sense at all!!!!

This app was supposed to be enjoyable, but imma just keep it a dub it's not anymore. People claim they don't take this app serious, or that they support everyone, but it literally does not give that. People are real life mean girls always in some shit, always arguing, always think they're better than others cause their stories have so many reads. Just rude add for no reason. Like Okayy cool your story has so many plus reads but at the end of the day I'm not going hard behind shit that ain't bringing me no money. I'm no big writer, no my stories don't have 100K+ reads, but I've had 2 paid Wattpad jobs since I started writing. I've been apart of a Wattpad research initiative which I got paid for. I've done a one on one Interview with Wattpad research, and I even got offered to become a Wattpad Ambassador (Receipts below). So that's why I go hard behind my name and my stuff because this is actually bringing me in revenue.

Then the whole talk of stealing and copying is tired. I could literally line up 6 stories right now that have the same storyline, trope, etc, but are across different genres. Like keep it a buck everything on this app is recycled whether its NBA, NFL, Urban Love Stories, etc. I still see the same storylines and plots across all genres of stories. The only way I can see copying and stealing is if someone takes your work word from word bar from bar then by all means pop your shit shawty!!!! This app has shown me how truly young minded a lot of people are.

Lastly,If we can't meet up and throw hands, please shut this shit up. Don't use fighting words knowing we're nowhere near each other to get in the field cause imma just be honest where I come from we fight and beat bitches upside the head for talking big shit, so I'm not one you want to get in the field with, I fight to put bitches in the hospital, so I'm telling you now I'm not the person you wanna argue or get into with. I'm not putting all my business out there but baby I'm crazy enough to put a hit out on your head before I ever let somebody try to bully or bitch me. I takes shit too far on my soul. You wanna take it low well bitch lets go to hell. At the end of the day I'm not finna argue with no lil ass girls that can't even roll with me on a regular day. You bitches can't even get in the club, buy a bottle so we can turn tf up, put shit in your name, so what the actual fuck my grown ass look like arguing with children bruh.

So yeah I'm off this, It was fun while it lasted honestly. I may or may not come back, but I know for now I'm take a much needed break to calm myself cause I really wanna knock some bitches screws loose for real. Y'all enjoy yourselves and life. Despite all that transpired last night its no pressure; it's all love on my end. Gotta kill bitches with kindness at this point.