23rd September:
I left Weems' office late last night so I had to turn completely invisible to sneak back to my dorm. When I looked in the mirror my mouth was smudged with her red lipstick, I laughed to myself and washed it off.
I slept like a baby and kept dreaming of her. Even if last night was a one-off I would remember it forever. I really wanted to see her again but I had to be discreet, I had an excuse though...I still needed to return the survey form to her."Morning!" I said happily as I met up with the others for our first class.
"Someone's feeling better today," Enid said surprised.
"Amazing what a good night's sleep can do" I replied.
"Good. I don't like it when people are sad" and she gave me a big hug.
I noticed Wednesday staring at me with a very suspicious look on her face but she didn't say anything.
Lunchtime came, and after I ate I told the group I was going to Weems' office to give the form back. As I walked away I glanced over my shoulder and Wednesday was staring at me again. Creepy.I approached the office with the form ready in my hand.
"Ah Ms. Blake! How lovely to see you again" Weems said when I entered.
Ms. Blake? Surely after what happened last night we'd be on first name terms now!
"I just wanted to return this, sorry it's a bit late" I said putting the document on her desk.
"That's quite alright, I realise you've been...distracted" she said, raising an eyebrow.
I giggled like a naughty child, but suddenly the reality of being potentially expelled or suspended hit me.
"Can I ask...am I still in trouble?" I said with genuine concern.
She looked at me puzzled like she didn't have a clue what I was talking about, "for what dear?"
"For my-" I looked around to check no one else was listening, "my diary".
She chuckled to herself remembering what I had written...and probably the events of last night.
"No not at all" she said reassuringly, I felt a weight lift from my shoulders and let out a huge sigh of relief.
"In fact" she stood up and walked around the desk to stand in front of me, "I'd like to show you just how much I enjoyed reading it. Be here at 9pm tonight".I could barely contain my excitement throughout the day. I made sure I looked my best and sprayed some perfume Enid got me for my birthday. A few times I caught myself wondering if this was a trap, was I going to walk in and see my parents there? Or Sheriff Galpin to arrest us? No, surely not, she wouldn't do that. Would she?
9pm was after hours so I took advantage of my power again to creep over to Weems' office. She opened the door herself this time and stepped aside to let me in even though she couldn't see me. I scanned the room and there was no one else around so I reappeared. I turned around to face her and the affection in her expression reassured me this wasn't a trap at all.
"Hello again" she was keeping her voice down tonight.
"Hello Ms. Weems".
"Call me Larissa, Nicola."
"Ok...Larissa", it felt really strange to call her that.
I had a quick look at my hands and feet and they were still there, thank god.
"No need to be nervous dear" she said as she approached me, "the door is locked and there's no one here but us".
"Last night was..." I struggled to find the words to describe it.
"I know, I enjoyed it too" she uttered, brushing some hair out of my face.
Her finger trailed down to my chin, she tilted it up and pressed her lips on mine.
"Are you ready for your reward?" her voice was barely a whisper but I was hooked. I nodded as I gazed into her eyes, breathing in her delicious scent. I was putty in her hands.The two armchairs that were usually in front of her desk were instead facing the large open fireplace. She took my hand, walked me over to one and sat me down. She put my hands on the arms of the chair and said "do not move your hands from here...or I will punish you".
She kneeled in front of me and we kissed again, her lips crept down to my neck and I hoped she could feel my pulse racing for her. She started to undo my tie but didn't take it off, once it was loose enough she moved it aside to undo some of my shirt buttons, just enough to reveal my chest and the top of my breasts. She kissed my neck again then smothered my chest. It felt so sensual and I was dying to touch her. But I held on to the arms of the chair like I was told, "DO NOT let go!" I kept telling myself."Hmm you've been a good girl so far. Let's test you further" she purred.
Before I could respond she was running her fingers up my thighs, her nails grazing my skin. My head fell back and I closed my eyes taking in her touch, my hands still gripping the arms of the chair tightly. As I exhaled I felt her fingers stroked the front of my underwear, she'd got me by surprise and it took my breath away. She put her other hand on my chest to calm me, but it didn't work. I was already so wet for her and as she played with me I struggled to control my moaning.
"You need to behave" she was being strict tonight, but I wanted her to punish me.
"Make me" I said defiantly.
She smirked accepting the challenge and put her hand over my mouth then slipped two of her fingers inside me. The volume of my moans would have been heard all over the school had she not muffled me.After pumping her fingers at a rapid pace for a good five minutes she pulled out and kissed me.
"That's better darling, you've earned your reward now" she said once I'd quietened down. This wasn't my reward?!
She pushed my skirt up a little higher and pulled my underwear off, oh God, I knew what was coming. The moment her mouth made contact with my core I was in pure ecstasy. I felt the tip of her tongue slip inside me a couple of times as she flicked and licked. I was not going to last long like this! My knuckles were white as I gripped the arms of the chair with all of my might. My body twitched as I tried to control myself but she was making that impossible. She put her hand on my chest again and pushed me back into the chair but nothing would calm me now. I held my breath as I tried so hard not to moan or scream her name.
Eventually I couldn't hold on any longer and I felt my blood rushing to where her mouth was. I thought my heart was going to explode as I climaxed. She hummed with satisfaction as I gave her everything I had.
Holy fuck, that was even better than last night!Larissa came back up to my face, stroked my cheek and said "that's how much I enjoyed reading your diary". She giggled but I could barely speak. I sat there panting, my chest rising and falling and sweat pouring from me once again. My chest was smeared with her red lipstick now. I loosened my grip on the arms of the chair and winced at the deep indents in my hands. She saw them too and kissed my palms. She smiled, closed her eyes and nestled her head into my hand. My touch seeming to comfort her.
We gathered ourselves together and she sat in the chair next to me facing the fire. The heat was hitting me like a tidal wave so I pushed my hair back, still coming down from my high.
"I meant what I said last night Nicola. I do like you a lot" she said but then her expression turned gloomy, "I know it's wrong for us to be doing this, but it feels so-".
"Right."
"Yes...it does" she sounded relieved that I felt the same way.
We stared into each other's eyes for a few moments and I held my hand out to her. She took it and I could see a deep affection in her beautiful face. Does she feel something more too or was I just seeing what I wanted to see? My feelings are clear to me, I love her. I think I have from the moment I first saw her four years ago.26th September:
It's been a busy few days with classes, training and sneaky sessions in Weems' office. My good mood has continued for obvious reasons. I like being Larissa's dirty little secret. It takes all of my willpower not to pounce on her when I see her around school. Especially when she gives me that side eye. If only my classmates knew what was going on between us while they slept...
But it's more than just sex to me, I don't know exactly how she feels about me but I can't get enough of her. Even if she doesn't feel as strongly about me as I do about her and just wants me to be her secret lover then that's OK (for now).
YOU ARE READING
Diary of a Nevermore Student
FanfictieThe secret diary entries of a Nevermore student in her final year. Whilst trying to harness her powers of invisibility Nicola forms a romantic relationship with Nevermore's Principal, Larissa Weems, who she's had a huge crush on since her first year...