falling

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Tobys POV.
"Make me" i said carelessly
I dint care if brian beat me up again, its not like i felt anything.
"You little ignorant brat youre so weak" said brian as he pushed me by my shoulders.
That almost broke me i really wanted to beat this guy up but i knew better than that. I needed to control my emotions and anger.
I knew if i broke my calm then i wouldnt be able to control myself plus i have always been bullied my entire life so this was nothing there has been worse times.
"Stop" i said almost in a whisper while i looked down at the floor
"Haha why ? You cant do anything about it because youre so weak" said brian as he continued to push me.
Rain started falling harder and harder the thunder got worse everytime.
This situation made me forget my fear of thunder and ligthing.
"Brian stop" i heard tim say
"Please like if this freak is gonna do something about it" said brian still pushing me until i finally reached a tree and started twitching uncontrollably while the rain drops fell from my hair.
"Do something you twitching freak" said brian while he poked me.
"S-stop" i managed to say as i twitched one more time
"Thats enough" said tim walking towards us
"No lets see what hes capable of" said brian as he continued poking me and i continued twitching
"Brian stop it" said tim as he walked towards me and held me close to him.
"Fine theres other times" said brian as he walked infront of us
Me and tim started walking too but slowly soon i started to slow down.
Tim would glance at me from time to time but everytime he did i would twitch.
I got no idea why but i just did.
The rain started getting heavier and i started trembling.
"You cold ?" Asked tim
"K-Kind of"
"Well dont worry were almost out of here"
I just simply nodded.
After a few minutes of walking we were finally out of the woods.
Wet, cold but out.
We were exactly at roosevelt park and i could see my apartmemts from here.
"Well um... I guess i'll be going now" i said
"Good" i heard brian said
I rolled my eyes in annoyance the went running towards my apartment.
When i got there i unlocked the door and jumped on my bed.
I was tired, tired of everything.
Ive been losing memory and sometines i would talk to my self lets not mention my insomnia i havent slept well for like a week.
I sometimes think that i should kill myself.
It would take all the pain away and this crazy non sense would be over.
No one even cares about me.
Perhaps i should just hang myself or something

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