*WARNING MAY BE TRIGGERING*
JACK G POV
It's been a year since Y/N passed away and it's been hell for me. I can't sleep and I am always depressed. I always hear Y/N's voice and that doesn't help my situation. So here I am sitting in front of Y/N's grave, praying that this is all a nightmare. That maybe I'll wake up and she'll be right beside me again. I can never forgive myself for this. I gave up singing after Y/N died. I couldn't take anything anymore. My 'fans' were selfish and they all hated Y/N. I lost it when somebody tweeted me saying that Y/N deserved to die. I laid down the flowers I bought her. "Hi, baby. I miss you so much. I hate everything and I would do anything to have you here with me again. I miss your eyes, the way they would crinkle when you would laugh. I miss your smile , it brightened my whole world. I miss when I could here your voice and I listen to old voicemails just to hear it again. I can't take this anymore. I know you would tell me to stay strong , but look at me Y/N. I'm a mess, my skin has never been so pale, my eyes almost look black, I'm very skinny, and I'm pretty sure I'll be dead in a month anyway." I said sobbing. I can't put up with this anymore. "I love you ,Y/N .I'll see you soon." I say running toward my car. I drive to our house and open the door running up the stairs to the bathroom. I take out my razor and make about a dozen cuts on both of my wrists. That isn't enough? I then take out my antidepressants, that clearly don't work and swallow the whole bottle. I could feel my eyes closing and I would be with her.
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Y/N POV
I was listening to Jack and watching over him, until the screen was totally black? What happened? "Heavenly father, what happened to my boyfriend that I was watching over?" I asked our leader. "Sweetheart he's on his way up now." I squealed because I was excited to see him. How did he die? I saw him he wasn't pale anymore and he looked very healthy. "Y/n?" he asked I nodded and ran to him and gave him a hug. "I heard what you were saying to me. How'd you die?" I asked wiping the tears that were running down his cheeks. "I uh..um." he stuttered crying even more. "You committed didn't you?" I asked sighing. "I know you were sad and you had a choice , I respect that and I forgave you. It wasn't your fault because I love you I'm willing to give you another chance. Would you like to stay here with me or go back to Earth meet a beautiful girl, get married, and have children?" I asked wiping his tears and stroking his back my neck muffling his sobs. "I want to stay here with you. I was miserable, I did it for you , Y/n." I kissed him and we were happy because we had eachother forever.
AN: kinda creepy and sad but that's the end this was one of the most poular imagines I've written so yeah I hope you enjoyed
