Y/N POV
*Trigger warning contains thoughts of suicide and suicidal behavior*
His words rang through my head nonstop"I don't love you anymore." That broke my heart, I was basically dead. My hair was dull and way darker than it was before, I had bags under my eyes and I haven't eaten since he said these words to me, that was 4 days ago. I actually haven't left this spot except to use the bathroom, shower and drink some water so I wouldn't pass out. My heart felt so broken, he promised me we would get married ,have 2 or 3 children and live in Southern California. I picked up my phone and went on twitter and read his latest tweet 'missing you..' . I sighed knowing he's probably met another girl and tell her all the things that he told me. Matt was the only person who understood me. My parents hate me, I have about 2 friends who actually care and all my teachers wouldn't give a shit. I sighed and walked to the bathroom and rolled up my sleeves looking at all of the scars that were almost gone.
Flashback
"C'mon Y/N it's getting late we have to hurry before we miss the sunrise!" Matt said pulling me onto the beach. He always told me he wanted to get up early and watch the sunrise with me. "Ok." I said while chuckling tiredly. He grabbed my wrist and I whimpered quietly. He looked at me questionably, he rolled up my sleeve to see about a dozen cuts. "Oh my god, Y/n." he said grabbing me hugging me. "I love you so much. Promise me you'll never cut again." he said wiping away my tears then sticking out his pinky. "I promise." I said. "Wait, only if you promise me that you'll always love me." I said softly. "I promise, I'll never stop." he said grabbing my face and kissing me passionately.
Present time
I wiped my tears and picked up my blade and pressed it firmly against my wrist. One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten. I felt my head get dizzy and it was all over. I guess both of our promises were meant to be broken.
A/N: If you ever need somebody to talk to please inbox me. Suicide is never the answer all you need is people who love you,and i'll be that person...even if I'm the only one.
