twisted

chapter 9 Jordan's test part two

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the strongest wind I've ever felt blows across my skin

Jordan pov-

I stand my ground as wind rushes across my face and it feels like all the air is being sucked from my lungs as if I just just our of a plane.

I take deep long breathes to keep myself form fainting "remember for her" I repeat over and over again in my head I can't quit unless I want to see her again. I HAVE to see her again she only just told me she loves me.

my mind flashes to before we were split from each other "I love you God dammit do you hear me" she said, I can't believe she actually Said it I puzzles my brain how can a woman that beautiful love me the ,I've stolen, I've killed people, heck I've even looked over someone and thought I could kill em.

the part that scares the fuck out of me though is. . . I love her too that's which have to see her again to tell her how I feel.

at that moment I get off my knee and face the wind and walk into it, I don't even know what I'm walking in to, but do anyway I guess this is a metaphor for love "you don't what your walking into but when you break that wall of wind it's worth it".

I've had my heart broken many ,many times too many ,but that day I met her was something all those boy bullied her because of her beauty and trust me she was only treated like that because they thought what's how she get with you, if you treat her like shit.

and I guess zeke just snapped when she and I were close and he wasn't.

so he took what he wanted. . .

and for some reason as I stand here facing this wind I realise what I truly feel for this woman.

complete love and hope.

she gives me hope.

she is hope

and no one can live with out it. . .

each step I take the wind gets stronger "come on" I scream out putting each foot infrout of the other the wind get so strong I feel like I should be flying, but I push myself to keep going .

it feels like I've been pushing against the wind for 30 minutes now and I feel like I've been here for almost a day and I'm on my second day now that first test really took awhile I think 3/4 of the day and the second one was the rest and now I'm on my third with two more to go.

suddenly I feel a lapse of air hit my lungs and in my day dream and the wind stops.

"if you keep pushing forward no matter how hard life gets the wind will die out . . .test three over 15 minute break "

I drop to the ground and take a deep breathe only now realising how little oxygen I breathed in .

gasping for air I panic I feel weak so weak so I just lay there.

"calm down breathe in and out slowly" the voice says over the speaker I listen, I slow my breathing and relax "next time you need to relax" and I see a blurry figure stand over me the man vaguely looks like her dad,the man who took her away from me,too weak to fight I feel a bag thrown on my head .

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u feel myself being placed on a chair and the restrains taken off and the bag pulled off my head.I aloud my eyes to adjust and I see him I bow my head "did I fail" I big heartily laugh sound thorough me "you did better than pass you did the best any one has even got including me" I smile "that was quick how long was I even there I counted two days in total " he frowns "you k ow the one thing that makes that place cool is it's ability to take away your perception of time,the first test took you two days, the second, a day, the third 23 hours you have been gone for four days what to know how long it took me " I nodded my head not believing how long it took" it took me two weeks because I failed the third test so i had to take three more" I smile happily "so does that mean I can see Jessica again" I look at him with hopeful eyes and he pats my back "of course do you have any one who can pick you up or do you want her too" I laugh "I'd want it to be a surprise" he nods in agreement "okay I'll drop you off then" he walks out of the room leaving Me to think, will she still feel the same I'll guess I'll find out.

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