twisted

chapter 18-we don't know unless we tried

Jess pov-

"so when are you starting jess" I smile at caity "I'm three weeks the same time as the other fresh men" I laugh at her she already knows it looks like we are running out if things to talk about, I sigh staring off into space "Jessica, you need a man" says sue "no" I reply flatly, what if Jordan comes back, whAt if he still loves me, just like I still love him wait do I even love him,o have so much anger held on from him, he left me, he just left, he ran off when someone died that girl could have been me, it might have been me.

I push back the thought "on second thought. . .maybe" I say feeling a wave of confidence crash over me "woah our girl got some balls, maybe you can meet a young Prince at the ball tonight"Susan says with a smirk "argh,do we really have to go to the club, you know I hate them" I sigh loudly, she knows I hate loud music, and IK proud to say I haven't had a drop of alcohol "Jessica,just this once please,we want to have fun,just look at you, your beautiful and you know it" Susan goes on about my looks and how men are dropping like got a around me as I walk the streets "Susan, I just don't like the idea okay" she sighs then sends me a apologetic smile "look Jess, just one time please, I want to have a night out with the girls before I go to Mexico to help bulid houses " he smiles at me, my heart leans into favor with her "hmmm, okay fine I'll go" I smile and laugh as the girls jump up and down in excitement.

This better not suck

As me and the girls finish our coffee, me and sue go over what we are wearing to the club. We walk to the mall from the coffee shop, having something in mind, we set off in different directions of the mall knowing where I'm going I set off towards the pretty looking store at the west of the shops, it's called "the pink dress" as I walk in I see many colours of blue,yellow,red,purple and rose and at the very end I see the dress, and I mean "the dress" ,it's a light aqua colour, the flat heart line and the shirt ends at mid thigh, it has short sleeves.

I walked up to the counter to pay, walking out of the shop I decide to look for sue, hopefully she is done too.

5 minutes later*

We both get back to the fountain at the same time with the dresses over our shoulders, both nodding our heads together telling each other about what we bought we walk out of the mall and she heads back to the town house where they all live, meanwhile I head back towards my house.

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Walking in my front door, I get a text from Susan, she Texted me where they are going to me, she also told me to just say my name and I'll get in.

Laying my dress on my bed I go in my shower to prepare for this night,who knows maybe I will meet someone one and finally get over Jordan, he's probably not coming back for me anyway, I mean why should I care.

Walking to the shower I shut the door. . .

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An hour later*

"How do you like this jessica" sue screams over the loud music I look back down at my light aqua cocktail dress and nod "yes it's been so much fun so far" I yell back over the music, we've been here for about ten minutes and I'm bored the music is too loud and the men kept staring at me and the only reason I have stayed is because I still haven't had a drink "come on we can't get this party started, let's have a drink" I ponder the through "yes,I would" maybe Jordan can get off my mind.

We walk over to the bar and I have my first shot of alcohol and the rest is a blur. . .

Soon I find myself on the dance floor and suddenly I like the loud music, swaying my hips to beat and one of my favorite song comes on

"How deep Is your love"

Smiling I feel someone grab my hips, the alcohol clouding my brain, I let him, but then I start thinking...

I still love him after all these years, after he broke my heart.

I sigh

no not today. . .

I run back to the bar and jug three shots and race back to the man, and I continue shaking my hips

Why did I even come here. . .

*****

I wake up in a fresh white bed im wearing a silk nightgown that reaches just above my knees sighing I roll over only to be face to face with my nightmare "jordan" I say in disbelief.

I jump out if the bed screaming "what the fuck" I yell.

How, why that ass hole

"Why are you here, where am I, where are my friends" I ask and growl.

He also jumps out from the white sheets "oh, your awake" he says calmly.

I'm mad

"Why are you here,you left me Jordan don't you remember that" I spit in cold venom.

He isn't get out of this,he is lucky I am even talking to him.

"You know what just go jordan"

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Haha hey guys, looks like Jess can't take her alcohol, so I'm just bringing this up.

Please don't drink, when your emotional or sad, because where I live, there has been 12 car crashes in two weeks and about a 1/4 was because of drink driving so please be careful, thanks