twisted

chapter 19-a fight

Jess pov-

"No Jess I won't go"he snaps at me.
I growl in defiance "Jordan, you left me, on the day that woman died so a message could be be delivered to me, how do you think I feel about that" I scream at, tears threaten to pour down my face "you have been gone for two years, two years" the tears now pour down my face uncontrollably as I scream at him "and I've loved you for those 24 months" he says as he brings his body close to mine, his shirtless body " no,if you loved me, you would have stayed " I sob,feeling ny emotions betray me " I went to find Julie, I knew she ran after she killed the woman, I wanted to know her plan,I wanted to stop it before it could start" he says, and through my tears I could see his eyes glazed "Jordan,how do you expect me to just let you back in,after you torn me down, I fucking loved you so much, it hurt every night you weren't there" I scream at him, he can't do this too me, I was just staring to get over him "I know Jessica, I'm sorry, but I was protecting you".

"From what" I sob tears threaten to spill from my eyes, my masked emotions now roar from my eyes.

He steps back and looks at me with love and sorrow "I thought if I could find Julie, I would be able to stop it all" he chokes on his words a little "Jordan, leaving me was the worst thing you could have ever done,I thought you didn't love me" I scream at him "I spend a year, just waiting I got a apartment, I got a small job, but through every second, minute and hour I waited for you to walk through that door, then one day I got up and put in a application for university" the tears are racing down my face "you broke my heart and shattered it into a million pieces" he looks lost until he looks at me and sees that I am done "Jessica, I love you And baby, I was waiting too, I was always waiting for the time I could come back, and I'm sorry, so sorry I didn't coke back sooner, please forgive me" his tears spill over his face.

"Jordan I can't, what you put me through has left scars, maybe soon but not right now" I say clearly and wipe my tears "please go" my voice cracks as my heart fights with me "go!" I yell at him.

He finally walks out the door as my heart loses its last strength, and once that door shuts, I fall to the ground and sob quietly.

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"Knock,knock"--"let me in"

"Bang bang"--"Please, I just want to see you"

What, who. "Who is it"I yell out, I'm still in that spot where I was before Jordan left, I must have fell asleep "it's me, I'm sorry please just let me see you" calls Jordan from beyond the door "are you drunk" I ask knowing the answer "eh Maybe a little,I had like three beers" he says.

I open the door and he falls into the floor "Jordan, what the hell, you have never touched alcohol before" he smiles "well when you kicked me out, I thought you would never forgive me, my whole being just ached, I didn't know I hurt you so much Jess, I'm so sorry" he begins to sob "you'd be the last person I picture as someone who would drink away their problems" I pull up his body and place him on the lounge.

I watch him for a second and that's when I feel my heart correct it's self "I forgive you" I say, the words takes a massive weight off my shoulders as my head hits his chest and my arms wrap around him, while I hold him close.

His let's go of his breath as soon as I say it "thank you" he whispers to me "never leave me again"I say and his tiny nod of his head is all I need "promise" I look in his eyes "promise"he smiles.

He leans in to me and gives me a kiss fully on the lips "Jess I'm in love with you" he says and I roll him over so I'm hovering over him "I'm in love with you" I say as our lips reconnect.

I really am in love. . .

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