twisted

chapter 27-finding her

Jordan pov-

"I love y-" my eyes go wide in terror and loss, as pain shoots through my body "not dead yet" zeke whispers in my ear as he pulls the knife back out and stabs me again my body goes limp and I unwilling let her go as my hand already feeling the loss of nerves he just stabbed me the man I have been hunting just killed me, and now I realize I'm going to break my promise.

I'm so sorry Jessica.

I stare up towards the roof of the old dusty warehouse and I see that a part of the bulid is gone, the stars now spill into the night, I hear a fight play out around me "you monster" a man yells out, its Jessica's dad and it sounds like he is wining I hear multiple step being made and then all the movements stop ,Please kill him for me dedicated that last blow for me I hear a crunch of a head "that is for Jordan" he whispers.

Thank you

I feel so cold and alone I really just wish for Jessica to be holding me right now I just want to feel her beautiful face once more, I want her to know I care so much.

Flashback-

"Somewhere over the rainbow way up high, there a dream that I dreamed of once in a lauaby" I laugh at her "what are you laughing at"she says with a bright smile "I'm not laughing, just being happy" .

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"Jordan, help me" she says, she is up in a tree and she is scared "it's alright Jess, jump and I'll catch you" I say she closes her eyes "promise" I nod my head as she jumps and lands safely in my arms.

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"Look at the stars, see how each one makes a shape" she says as she looks up at me "yes,look at that one" I point toward the one at the top corner "that one is named after you 'dillion' star" she smiles as I hand her the certificate
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She is sleeping soundly as a butterfly

"I love you" I whisper to her as she smiles

She doesn't even know how I feel yet

I really do love her

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I want to move but everything isn't working I feel a tear roll down my face "I love you" I whisper my final words hoping she can hear them, as the light starts to consume me I hear screaming "NOOO ,YOU AREN'T GOING ,PLEASE NO" I feel tears on my chest that isn't moving up and down like it should and I feel someone holding me close please let it be jessica, I want to cry I want to scream, but most of all ,I want to tell her I'm not going. I'm always going to be near her she starts sobbing "you don't understand... I'm in love with you so God damm deep in love, you promised me you wouldn't leave Jordan, you promised" as those words leave her mouth I feel everything go numb I can't see I can't hear and I can't feel and this bright light is surrounding me "it's time" a loud booming voice says, and through all my pain I find the strength to reply "I know".

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Jess pov-

I hug his body so close I'm worried I might break him "Jordan" I scream, he isn't moving, he isn't moving "JORDAN" I shake his body now.

I shake his body up and down, I've always wondered why people shake them in the movies, now I know it's because you feel like they are just sleeping and you can't believe their gone "wake up, Please" why won't he wake up my subconscious whispers to me.

my tears are everywhere on my face on his face on the floor I just can't control my emotions that are falling out, finally my father shows up after finishing off zeke "we have to go" his voice breaks a little, do this must mean he is saddened by this too "no please don't make me leave him, I can't just go, no"

"No" I sob his skin is cold and his body is limb "dad, why" Jordan can't be dead I'm so tired, everything hurts I can't handle this "sometimes things happen, but he died protecting you" he says again I feel his emotions too, I feel his hand on my shoulder "he died for me" I sob out screaming out in absolute pain and lost clutching my heart I have an overwhelming urge to just scream until I can't move

"Argggggghhh" I scream out the pain stricken sound echos in the ware house "jordan" I sob after my outburst .

"You promised you would stay".

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I'm so sorry guys this was very hard to read and I'm feeling very emotional I cried while writing this so please forgive me